SleepLIVE

The video on the Deadlock update will be releasing after all heroes are out. I am really excited to talk about my impressions of the new heroes once I have a bit more time to sit on them. Keep an eye out for that and some other finished videos in the future!

3 months ago | [YT] | 4

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I haven't had it in me to upload lately. A lot of motivation and depression has kind of just held me back from really wanting to upload or work on stuff as of late and its been really bad. I haven't been happy with myself and my place in the world and really have not had it in me to pursue this as hard anymore. It doesn't fulfill me to spend months putting my soul into something just for it to basically get no traction. For years now it has felt like me screaming into the void in an attempt to find others who I can inspire and make happy with my content and yet after almost a whole half decade I have yet to find my audience. I am hoping my inspiration and drive to find my place in the world of Youtube comes with the release of Deadlock, hopefully making content for an audience around a game I really enjoy and am passionate about. Hell I may even still have some of that analysis drive in me that has sparked in me. I have tried scripting stuff here and there but just have not had that drive to continue forward with them. But for now I don't want to leave everyone in the dark as to where I've been and what has been going on with this channel. I am grateful for those who I've made happy with what I have made over the years, but for now I need to pause and reevaluate my relationship with content creation and my own purpose in this world.

4 months ago | [YT] | 20

SleepLIVE

I've restored a lot of unlisted content from the past that was more analytical. Some of this content I was a little too harsh on and wanna allow newer people enjoying my content to check that stuff out. As for actual uploads I have been dealing with a lot of life stuff such as moving, work, and family that have eaten up a lot of my time. I have some videos in the works I have been chipping at but I doubt they will be out anytime soon. Youtube is not a job for me and I wanna put the content I like out on my own terms. I'd rather have a finished package I enjoy rather than rushing something out for an algorithm that isn't going to push me anyways. Expect maybe some more live content the closer we get to the release of Deadlock along with the traditional analysis content a lot of you subbed for. The shift to Deadlock content I know has been divisive but it's a game I personally enjoy playing and covering and I have no financial incentive to do otherwise. I wanna make my content on my terms. I hope you guys enjoy what I have coming in terms of the bigger projects if that's not quite your thing though!

5 months ago | [YT] | 11

SleepLIVE

gonna grab some milk from the grocery store yall need anything?

9 months ago | [YT] | 10

SleepLIVE

WE ARE 3 SUBS AWAY FROM 11K SUBS LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOO

11 months ago | [YT] | 10

SleepLIVE

Highkey might skip on doing a video on the patch this week, it wasn't super content heavy in terms of stuff I was personally interested in & I wanna let this new video simmer for a bit. Please check it out if you havent!

11 months ago | [YT] | 4

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Will be slowing down the rate of content for the next bit as I try and sprinkle in some more ambitious content in terms of editing in here. Deadlock focused of course but with better presentation and scripting. Will make the type of content I make currently for updates and such though on top of that, just at a little slower of a pace.

1 year ago | [YT] | 11

SleepLIVE

made a video to spread awareness on this weirdo

1 year ago | [YT] | 2

SleepLIVE

Stream this coming thursday!

1 year ago | [YT] | 7

SleepLIVE

Prolly no new vids or stream this week, getting over a flu! See yall next week!

1 year ago | [YT] | 8