Pheonixmaster1

What's up, guys! I have been at home for a while now and recovering from my spine injury. Haven't been able to make even an update video which I thought I'd be able to make, so I'm updating through this post. I did overestimate my recovery rate. It has been slow. Haven't been able to record anything of substance in 3 months, which feels like 10 years. I really miss making videos. YouTube & FEH seem like an old window to relative normalcy for me, so I hope I can return to it soon.

Thank you so much for your wishes for my recovery on here, Twitter, or anywhere! I really do appreciate it at this kind of time. It does motivate me and I'm trying my best to fully recover as I'm told by my doctors. I haven't been able to reply to many messages & comments I have got here or on any other platform but I will once it becomes less painful for me.

Got a standing desk recently too since I can now at least walk & stand more comfortably. Hopefully, that helps me ergonomically because sitting is quite hard, and bending even slightly with my back or my neck is painful for me.

I have been playing FEH yet again, you may have seen me active there if I'm in your friends list! I did play Arena this week after so many months! Also, a bit of AR. Thankfully I got Emblem Micaiah & Baldr but missing on Legendary BK sucks though haha. I'm getting hang of things again so I do feel like some level of normalcy is returning to me.

I have got some intramuscular injections and have some more coming up so I'm gonna be resting fully for a week because my arms, glutes & thighs pain a lot and will pain more as I get more of them but it's essential so that I can recover faster. I'm also gonna fully rest because I want to at least upload something before CYL comes out this month. I'm looking forward to it!

Thank you for your patience & love!

2 months ago | [YT] | 5,418

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What's up, guys! No major spine surgery, but still quite a big warning shot.

I felt like a fish without water ngl as my devices were not allowed in with so many different scans due to the hospital rules, and my doc is REALLY good but he is strict, which I think I needed haha

I haven't been able to see much online of my own comments or replies, but my friends saw all & told me all. Appreciate all the motivation!

I have got lots of clarity now on how to optimise my life more. Part of being good is to preserve your goodness & self-care. I was ready to die FOR my family and friends, both IRL/Online but I have realised that I want live WITH the people I love.

Just for the record, I'm NOT quitting anything at all. I will make an update vid + upload plans for my FEH backlog, explaining things more but in a brief manner. Haven't ever made any update video in 15 years, so that goes to show how unprecedented this all was for me !

**TL;DR** - Alive and well. Discharged from hospital after debilitating spine pain that left me in such pain that I could not sleep on my back and not sit on any chair, but feeling much better, I'm home now!

First day on lighter sedation-causing meds. I did post on Twitter about this but the fact that you are reading this is on Youtube means that I have turned on my PC finally and posted this sitting on my chair! :)

Thank you for everything, truly!

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 4,754

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I'm very sorry for my lack of uploads & my absence lately. Life has been throwing some curveballs at my loved ones and now directly at me haha. Trying my best, so I will be back soon, hopefully!
I never thought I'd have to miss a HoF build upload or something as major as a Fallen Banner (& BROTHER FAFNIR!!) coverage. Jokes aside, I do sincerely apologize for it. I do appreciate all the wishes and goodwill. It's the light for me in this darkness right now.

4 months ago | [YT] | 3,592

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Which upcoming refine are you looking forward to more!?
✨https://youtu.be/zVUTbzoClds - NEW REMIXES, Refines Discussion

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Are you going to summon on the recent month-end banner?
🦇https://youtu.be/8gVwqqVQj5Q - Duo Marth & Elm Breakdown

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Which Resplendent out of these 3, do you like more?
👚https://youtu.be/JlgfMZSCxm0 - Best Builds for Resp Edelgard, F!Byleth & Lyon

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How would you rate our latest F2P GHB unit?
📘https://youtu.be/WP6MEDkgB2Y - A!Xane Builds & Review

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Who from the current Hall of Forms do you like more?
🔷https://youtu.be/sjWbHsDwykw - BEST Fates Forma Builds!

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What do you think about this year's A Hero Rises Winner?
🥇https://youtu.be/FSz-Lv30zZE - Attuned Hector Best Builds & Inherits Guide

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We have guaranteed 23 - 4* SHSR Seasonal Summons and 1 Legendary Summons for the 35th FE Anniversary Celebration. I made this so that it can help players narrow down to the notable units, hope this helps! 😁

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