What's up, guys! No major spine surgery, but still quite a big warning shot.
I felt like a fish without water ngl as my devices were not allowed in with so many different scans due to the hospital rules, and my doc is REALLY good but he is strict, which I think I needed haha
I haven't been able to see much online of my own comments or replies, but my friends saw all & told me all. Appreciate all the motivation!
I have got lots of clarity now on how to optimise my life more. Part of being good is to preserve your goodness & self-care. I was ready to die FOR my family and friends, both IRL/Online but I have realised that I want live WITH the people I love.
Just for the record, I'm NOT quitting anything at all. I will make an update vid + upload plans for my FEH backlog, explaining things more but in a brief manner. Haven't ever made any update video in 15 years, so that goes to show how unprecedented this all was for me !
**TL;DR** - Alive and well. Discharged from hospital after debilitating spine pain that left me in such pain that I could not sleep on my back and not sit on any chair, but feeling much better, I'm home now!
First day on lighter sedation-causing meds. I did post on Twitter about this but the fact that you are reading this is on Youtube means that I have turned on my PC finally and posted this sitting on my chair! :)
Pheonixmaster1
What's up, guys! No major spine surgery, but still quite a big warning shot.
I felt like a fish without water ngl as my devices were not allowed in with so many different scans due to the hospital rules, and my doc is REALLY good but he is strict, which I think I needed haha
I haven't been able to see much online of my own comments or replies, but my friends saw all & told me all. Appreciate all the motivation!
I have got lots of clarity now on how to optimise my life more. Part of being good is to preserve your goodness & self-care. I was ready to die FOR my family and friends, both IRL/Online but I have realised that I want live WITH the people I love.
Just for the record, I'm NOT quitting anything at all. I will make an update vid + upload plans for my FEH backlog, explaining things more but in a brief manner. Haven't ever made any update video in 15 years, so that goes to show how unprecedented this all was for me !
**TL;DR** - Alive and well. Discharged from hospital after debilitating spine pain that left me in such pain that I could not sleep on my back and not sit on any chair, but feeling much better, I'm home now!
First day on lighter sedation-causing meds. I did post on Twitter about this but the fact that you are reading this is on Youtube means that I have turned on my PC finally and posted this sitting on my chair! :)
Thank you for everything, truly!
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