ForeverNord

I HIT 400 SUBS WHAT

3 months ago | [YT] | 4

ForeverNord

If anybody sees this, spread please?

An idea I had: the MLA pod has colours assigned to the orcas. Would it be alright to do the same for Moskvarium’s whales? Red for Narnia, blue for Nord, white for Naja and cyan for the baby girl? I’ve actually thought about these colours for them for a while now, but I forgot and remembered it just now.

Do you guys accept this? Please share and reply in my comment section if you do

5 months ago | [YT] | 8

ForeverNord

Hello everyone! I need to ask you something

If you’re in my Chimelong Spaceship MEP “Ultralife”, please post your part again as a separate video. I must admit that I didn’t track when you posted your parts for this MEP, and now that it’s been over a year since I posted the call, I would actually like to start putting it together 😅

Please repost your part not as a part of a MEP collection. Let me know if you see this message 🙏

6 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 4

ForeverNord

Unbelievable.

8 months ago | [YT] | 2

ForeverNord

Love you to the moon and back 💕

1 year ago | [YT] | 9

ForeverNord

2 months.

I finally started to move on this month. It was hard, but slowly, I started thinking about other things, I started to focus on other animals. The trip to my favourite dolphinarium greatly helped my mental state improve, and I thought that things would really get better from then on.

I was wrong.

Toki's passing hit me so hard I was stunned for a whole minute processing the fact that this announcement wasn't fake. Shock changed to crying and then anger, and I didn't discuss what I was feeling with anyone that day because I feared I would lose it.

On the 20th was my first anniversary of being on YouTube as ForeverNord. I was looking forward to this day ever since I made this channel, I wanted to look back at how far I've come on that date. After June 23rd I decided I would not celebrate it. Around the middle of August I thought that maybe I would after all. Instead, I was working on my tribute to Lolita. And now I watch other people's edits of her. But not just of her. Him, too. I miss him so much and Toki's death brought back the pain I had finally started to move on from.

I hate this year. In 8 months, we've lost so many cetaceans. 5 orcas. And I hate the pattern their deaths formed. Russian whale. Lone whale. Russian whale. Lone whale. And Cookie's poor baby. Winter, spring, summer - in every season, there was an orca death. There are 2 seasons left. And 2 lone whales, one of whom is a Russian whale. I already talked about this in the description of my video about Toki, but if they die this year too...

There's another thing I only told a few people. 2023 didn't only take the orcas I loved from me. On May 4th, after only 4 years, I lost my cat. He went missing and my family did everything we could looking for him, and then waiting, hoping he would come back on his own. He didn't. My grandmother adopted a new cat to fill the emptiness, but of course, it's not the same. I used to see Vasil and Nord in my dreams, and they were alive, they were there, but they're not. These dreams are back now.

I can't let them go when so many things remind me of them and bring back this pain.

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 7

ForeverNord

It's been a month.

My life got so much worse after he left. So many things have gone wrong. And I could only try to live with it.
On the 16th, I had a dream that he was alive. That the death announcement was fake, that he was secretly released into the Okhotsk Sea, and there he was - fully grown and more beautiful than ever. And then I woke up. What I wouldn't give for that dream to be true.

I tried to make an edit for this day, but it doesn't feel right. Nothing feels right. I can't even stand him being mentioned as .... anywhere. He should still be here. I try to be fine, to live on, but I don't know how to accept this still. I just don't.



And I can't describe the feeling that appears every time I look at the name of my channel.

2 years ago | [YT] | 7

ForeverNord

7 days...the hardest week of my life.
3 days ago I stopped questioning if it was real. Now, it's just pain.
My thoughts drift back to the last time I went there again and again. They drift back to Naja. Just a 3 months gap, and there are once again 3 lone whales. For how long? How long will she hold on for? What will they do?
Only time will tell.
But it's merciless.

2 years ago | [YT] | 11

ForeverNord

Just in the beginning of this month I hit 200 subscribers, and now there's a hundred more? I'm so glad people like my edits enough to make my channel grow so fast ^^)
Thank you and I love you all :D

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 8

ForeverNord

Prayers for Lolita 🙏

2 years ago | [YT] | 9