Yaroslav Selyanin - Invidious

obligatory unedrtale anniversary post
(no songs for you lol)
((might make tenna's dbg someday))

2 months ago | [YT] | 13

* Now look what we have here...

The greedy little piggy that started this whole thing! She's been found on the wreckage of whatever the hell Majesty was transformed into. Safe and sound, maybe slightly shell-shocked.

I have lost so much time... so much fans... all because of her "innocent" prank! Here I am already having it tough in life, and this snotty brat comes to DESTROY EVERYTHING I HAVE LEFT

My channel!

words cannot describe how... little hate I feel, actually. I simply... can't bring myself to hate this kid! Something 'bout her just strikes familiar!

Such creative approach... To turn her new pal Majesty into FREAKING EARTHMOVER, without even knowing what ultrakill is! Most impressive, most im-pressive!
She must have built it all from scratch... She came from such an old era, yet didn't feel constricted at all... What a gem! A talent!
I dropped 3d modeling when I was just her age! Man, I wonder what could've became of me if I.. kept improving instead?

Such a young prodigy. I mean, this thing could've shot us all and leave nothing but a scorched crater, but..

something about this kid is just
*too familiar*
is it just same hobbies, or something else... the appearance maybe...
...and this whole "2014" thing keeps me wondering...
keeps me wondering...
just leaves me with one question

* When did you start being yourself?

2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 44

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Yaroslav Selyanin

"RAGE AGAINST THE KILLER MACHINE TOMMOROW"

2 months ago | [YT] | 14

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Yaroslav Selyanin

the fuck you mean "AI age verification"

who's gonna watch me then

who's gonna watch any ut/dt content on youtube for that matter?

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Yaroslav Selyanin

sorry guys
this cannot continue anymore
i physically cannot release RAGE AGAINST THE KILLER MACHINE music video any time soon (in a month at least)
also Yoorelyan story arc will not get a proper conclusion anymore
what happened?
well

Seven

Seven months of preparation. Intense labor and effort. Tons of music, gameplay footages, and most importantly: many 3D models, both reused assets from other games and my own creations.
Have i ever told you that 3D modeling is my passion?

so what happened?

i had everything ready. all footage was rendered and ready to be edited in premiere pro.
then yesterday
My dad
Just barged into my room
and started beating living shit out of me
he bashed my head
he

he broke my glasses
i couldn't see anything. anymore

why

how did i deserve this

how could they do this to me

i was scared. blind. and unable to do anything. but i know that you wouldn't really care about any of this
so much of an effort to be two-goody-shoes guy. an entertainer. a... Mettaton fanboy

and where it lead me. on the floor. alone. blinded. in pain

the next day they tried to pull it all under the rug and get me new glasses. no one really apologized to me. they just told me to get over it

i am no longer a living being anymore. i am just a glorified punching bag

these 24 hours crushed my whole work of 2025

the vidoe turned out extremely rushed, and most importantly - i cannot even render it

We are moving towns in a few hours. Off to visit... some relatives. i have to sleep, yet i can't have that anymore.

i don't feel safe in my family anymore

i won't come back for at least two weeks

what did i do?

well, i cried. i cried a lot. then suddenly discord pinged on my phone. it was our infamous Handy99. we haven't talked in such a long time. he uuh. well. comforted me, from the other side of this globe

he also suggested that i should stop this whole Yorelyan arg and write this post

So i give up. i had such big plans on my channel. buut i wasn't lucky to bu such a loser. perhaps Yoorelyan was right about me all along...

i am shell of a man. i've literally got nothing to live for anymore. and before my life takes an even worse turn: i'm going to give everything i still have left

I am going to unlock all of my videos. But i dont have time to fix thumbnails anymore... I am also going to upload the song on Soundcloud. it's already done, but i always feel that something is lacking in it...

im sorry

im sorry that i am a failed human being
i am sorry that people can just beat me up and left almost disabled
so much effort just to be destroyed through arrogance of my abusive father
please

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