sorry guys this cannot continue anymore i physically cannot release RAGE AGAINST THE KILLER MACHINE music video any time soon (in a month at least) also Yoorelyan story arc will not get a proper conclusion anymore what happened? well
Seven
Seven months of preparation. Intense labor and effort. Tons of music, gameplay footages, and most importantly: many 3D models, both reused assets from other games and my own creations. Have i ever told you that 3D modeling is my passion?
so what happened?
i had everything ready. all footage was rendered and ready to be edited in premiere pro. then yesterday My dad Just barged into my room and started beating living shit out of me he bashed my head he
he broke my glasses i couldn't see anything. anymore
why
how did i deserve this
how could they do this to me
i was scared. blind. and unable to do anything. but i know that you wouldn't really care about any of this so much of an effort to be two-goody-shoes guy. an entertainer. a... Mettaton fanboy
and where it lead me. on the floor. alone. blinded. in pain
the next day they tried to pull it all under the rug and get me new glasses. no one really apologized to me. they just told me to get over it
i am no longer a living being anymore. i am just a glorified punching bag
these 24 hours crushed my whole work of 2025
the vidoe turned out extremely rushed, and most importantly - i cannot even render it
We are moving towns in a few hours. Off to visit... some relatives. i have to sleep, yet i can't have that anymore.
i don't feel safe in my family anymore
i won't come back for at least two weeks
what did i do?
well, i cried. i cried a lot. then suddenly discord pinged on my phone. it was our infamous Handy99. we haven't talked in such a long time. he uuh. well. comforted me, from the other side of this globe
he also suggested that i should stop this whole Yorelyan arg and write this post
So i give up. i had such big plans on my channel. buut i wasn't lucky to bu such a loser. perhaps Yoorelyan was right about me all along...
i am shell of a man. i've literally got nothing to live for anymore. and before my life takes an even worse turn: i'm going to give everything i still have left
I am going to unlock all of my videos. But i dont have time to fix thumbnails anymore... I am also going to upload the song on Soundcloud. it's already done, but i always feel that something is lacking in it...
im sorry
im sorry that i am a failed human being i am sorry that people can just beat me up and left almost disabled so much effort just to be destroyed through arrogance of my abusive father please
forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me
Yaroslav Selyanin
sorry guys
this cannot continue anymore
i physically cannot release RAGE AGAINST THE KILLER MACHINE music video any time soon (in a month at least)
also Yoorelyan story arc will not get a proper conclusion anymore
what happened?
well
Seven
Seven months of preparation. Intense labor and effort. Tons of music, gameplay footages, and most importantly: many 3D models, both reused assets from other games and my own creations.
Have i ever told you that 3D modeling is my passion?
so what happened?
i had everything ready. all footage was rendered and ready to be edited in premiere pro.
then yesterday
My dad
Just barged into my room
and started beating living shit out of me
he bashed my head
he
he broke my glasses
i couldn't see anything. anymore
why
how did i deserve this
how could they do this to me
i was scared. blind. and unable to do anything. but i know that you wouldn't really care about any of this
so much of an effort to be two-goody-shoes guy. an entertainer. a... Mettaton fanboy
and where it lead me. on the floor. alone. blinded. in pain
the next day they tried to pull it all under the rug and get me new glasses. no one really apologized to me. they just told me to get over it
i am no longer a living being anymore. i am just a glorified punching bag
these 24 hours crushed my whole work of 2025
the vidoe turned out extremely rushed, and most importantly - i cannot even render it
We are moving towns in a few hours. Off to visit... some relatives. i have to sleep, yet i can't have that anymore.
i don't feel safe in my family anymore
i won't come back for at least two weeks
what did i do?
well, i cried. i cried a lot. then suddenly discord pinged on my phone. it was our infamous Handy99. we haven't talked in such a long time. he uuh. well. comforted me, from the other side of this globe
he also suggested that i should stop this whole Yorelyan arg and write this post
So i give up. i had such big plans on my channel. buut i wasn't lucky to bu such a loser. perhaps Yoorelyan was right about me all along...
i am shell of a man. i've literally got nothing to live for anymore. and before my life takes an even worse turn: i'm going to give everything i still have left
I am going to unlock all of my videos. But i dont have time to fix thumbnails anymore... I am also going to upload the song on Soundcloud. it's already done, but i always feel that something is lacking in it...
im sorry
im sorry that i am a failed human being
i am sorry that people can just beat me up and left almost disabled
so much effort just to be destroyed through arrogance of my abusive father
please
forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me forgive me
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