Maddox Ezman

Hello there, if you’re seeing this, I’m genuinely going to be surprised. But you were subscribed to Maddy Ezman. I now go by Maddox because I’m trying to change into a new person and never felt comfortable with my own identity, although I’m not transgender, my deadname (Madison/Maddy) makes me uncomfortable, so please call me Maddox or MJ. But I’m also making this post to address some things about this channel’s content. Back in the hype of tmnt 2012, I made many Leo X Karai edits and even Raph X Leo videos. Over the past couple years, I have been looking at these edits and I’m ashamed of them. I didn’t realize it then, but my unprocessed trauma of being a survivor of attempted SA as a young child caused my brain to behave in ways that weren’t normal, one of which said things is the fact that I made explicit content for incest ships. And I get sick to my stomach even thinking about it and I am deeply sorry. So any content that contains Leo X Karai or any of the Tcest ships, will be completely removed from this channel, and I realize that since that’s most of my videos, that it’s going to look strange, that’s if anyone sees this anyway. I haven’t gotten any comments or any attention on this channel in months. Which I don’t blame you guys honestly. If you are a participant of any of my MEP’s that has my work featured I plan on erasing, I will be redoing my parts with new ships and reupload them with yours intact. If you have read this, thank you! And I hope you can all forgive me by embracing the new person I want to be, Maddox Ezman :)

1 year ago | [YT] | 1

Maddox Ezman

Hello everyone! So I have made a decision regarding some of my uploads
1. I will be priviting/unlisting all of my Raph X Leo NSFW videos. I didn’t realize how unhealthy and problematic shipping these two really was until recently. I see now that I don’t want to be known for essentially fetishizing blood brothers. If you still would like to view these videos, you can comment and I’ll tell you how to PM me and I will happily send you the video. I was in a bad mental state then and, that was one of my unhealthy coping strategies. I hope you all understand!

2. All NSFW I recently uploaded will be private! Basically almost the same as the Reo situation. I don’t necessarily think my Pinky and the Brain NSFW is bad. Just a bit inappropriate! I should’ve kept those to myself! So the edit reels will be private and if you wish to view it, follow the same steps above. I would like to be in college very soon and I don’t want the colleges to see this and think badly of me and deny me. So from now on all edits I upload will be safe for work!

Thank you everyone for understanding!

3 years ago | [YT] | 4

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I’m done hosting MEPs. No one joins anymore and no one does their parts. For those of you that did do your parts in my past two MEPs, thank you! And I’m sorry your work has gone to waste. I loved being a MEP host and it was fun while it lasted. I have a playlist of all the MEPs I’ve hosted on this channel. Sorry for those that wanted to see those projects but I can’t keep hosting things that won’t be done.

5 years ago | [YT] | 7

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Some of you may know that I’m a schleich collector and I have been for about 8 years now. Today I have received my absolute dream figure I have been wanting since 2013, I have been searching for this dog for 7 years! This is Akira! I’m in love ❤️

5 years ago | [YT] | 19

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My baby boy has gotten so big!

5 years ago | [YT] | 17

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Archer (the male kitten) leaves for his new home tomorrow! I’m going to miss him so much!

5 years ago | [YT] | 18

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It is with great sadness that I have to announce that despite my best efforts, Phoenix passed away today. He had a birth defect that unfortunately led to his passing. He is with my other pets now, free from suffering and pain. R.I.P Phoenix Hunter Ezman <3 my little fighter.

5 years ago | [YT] | 11

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So I’ve been getting comments outside of YouTube of people getting mad at me for touching the kittens. News flash that is a myth of moms rejecting them just because if human scent, if you have a bond with your cat like I do they are usually fine with you touching them. Skylar shows me her belly with her kittens there when I pet her, which is a sign of intense trust. I have to weigh them everyday to make sure they are growing and it’s a good thing I did. Phoenix (the biggest one in the video) is losing weight, she is NOT rejecting him. He is having a hard time latching and I have to syringe feed him around the clock. So it’s either I touch him to help him or he dies. I think everyone would rather have him alive. Skylar snuggles her babies and loves them to bits and she purrs on me while I’m holding them. She doesn’t care as long as it’s not too long. Stop lecturing me, leave me alone and let me do what I have to for these kittens. If you’re reading this or watching the video and you’re mad, piss off and away from my channel.

5 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 12

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I just found out this morning that one of my favorite Youtubers, Steve Cash, the creator of the Talking Kitty Cat series has killed himself. I’m taken aback and I’m sad because he was a good guy and very funny and sweet. He will be missed! R.I.P

5 years ago | [YT] | 10

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What do you do when you’re bored in quarantine? Rearrange your TMNT figure shelf! This is my collection (besides movies, posters, and etc items)

5 years ago | [YT] | 29