Hello there, if you’re seeing this, I’m genuinely going to be surprised. But you were subscribed to Maddy Ezman. I now go by Maddox because I’m trying to change into a new person and never felt comfortable with my own identity, although I’m not transgender, my deadname (Madison/Maddy) makes me uncomfortable, so please call me Maddox or MJ. But I’m also making this post to address some things about this channel’s content. Back in the hype of tmnt 2012, I made many Leo X Karai edits and even Raph X Leo videos. Over the past couple years, I have been looking at these edits and I’m ashamed of them. I didn’t realize it then, but my unprocessed trauma of being a survivor of attempted SA as a young child caused my brain to behave in ways that weren’t normal, one of which said things is the fact that I made explicit content for incest ships. And I get sick to my stomach even thinking about it and I am deeply sorry. So any content that contains Leo X Karai or any of the Tcest ships, will be completely removed from this channel, and I realize that since that’s most of my videos, that it’s going to look strange, that’s if anyone sees this anyway. I haven’t gotten any comments or any attention on this channel in months. Which I don’t blame you guys honestly. If you are a participant of any of my MEP’s that has my work featured I plan on erasing, I will be redoing my parts with new ships and reupload them with yours intact. If you have read this, thank you! And I hope you can all forgive me by embracing the new person I want to be, Maddox Ezman :)
Maddox Ezman
Hello there, if you’re seeing this, I’m genuinely going to be surprised. But you were subscribed to Maddy Ezman. I now go by Maddox because I’m trying to change into a new person and never felt comfortable with my own identity, although I’m not transgender, my deadname (Madison/Maddy) makes me uncomfortable, so please call me Maddox or MJ. But I’m also making this post to address some things about this channel’s content. Back in the hype of tmnt 2012, I made many Leo X Karai edits and even Raph X Leo videos. Over the past couple years, I have been looking at these edits and I’m ashamed of them. I didn’t realize it then, but my unprocessed trauma of being a survivor of attempted SA as a young child caused my brain to behave in ways that weren’t normal, one of which said things is the fact that I made explicit content for incest ships. And I get sick to my stomach even thinking about it and I am deeply sorry. So any content that contains Leo X Karai or any of the Tcest ships, will be completely removed from this channel, and I realize that since that’s most of my videos, that it’s going to look strange, that’s if anyone sees this anyway. I haven’t gotten any comments or any attention on this channel in months. Which I don’t blame you guys honestly. If you are a participant of any of my MEP’s that has my work featured I plan on erasing, I will be redoing my parts with new ships and reupload them with yours intact. If you have read this, thank you! And I hope you can all forgive me by embracing the new person I want to be, Maddox Ezman :)
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