♡Lin♡

I Wanna–

You took away my art
Threw it away so
I can’t make
Aore ears or tails
You thought it was too sexual
But I’m 17 so I really don’t care

I wrote this song a while ago
Now I’m back to fix these dumb lyrics
Making more sense to write my stories
But you took those too

I wanna be myself
Be myself

I wanna wear ears and skirts
Ears and skirts

I wanna–
I wanna–

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna dig the knife
Under my skin

Yeah, cut to beans
And styro
And let the blood
Run down my arms

Day in and day out, yeah
I keep on hurting
Won’t it end, yeah
Forever and ever

Will it end when I’m away?
Away from you, free from the pain?
I just want to be okay

Yeah–

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna kill myself
Kill myself

Yeah–

I wanna–
I wanna–

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

Yeah–

Every part of me
Dissection

Cut to tiny pieces
of myself

I wanna slice and dice
Feel the knife
Beneath my skin

Every time, yeah, you let it happen
I fall apart, yeah, into the darkness
Over and over
You keep the cycle
On and on, yeah
You let it happen

Will it ever go away?
These feelings that I can’t erase?

Yeah

I wanna be okay
Be okay

I wanna be alright
Be alright

Yeah–
I wanna–
I wanna–

Does it hurt to treat me right?
You said that it was fine
You said you wouldn’t do it again
But here you are in my face

On and on, yeah
I let it happen
Afraid to defend–
Defend myself, yeah

You took away my art
Threw it away so
I can’t make
Anyore ears or tails
You thought it was too sexual
But I’m 17 so I really don’t care

I wrote this song a while ago
Now I’m back to fix these lyrics
Making more sense to write my stories
But you took those too

I wanna be myself
Be myself

I wanna be myself
Be myself

I wanna…
Be myself…

Without…

You being…

Mad…

I just want to know
Want to know
Please, did you change?
Did you change?

You might just let
Let me be myself
Be myself

Yeah–

It’s my last
Last request
To let me be myself
Be myself

Over and over
I let it happen
Let me breathe
Breathe in breathe out, yea

Panic is taking-
Taking me over

6 months ago | [YT] | 0

♡Lin♡

Welcome to my commission guidelines! Please read these carefully before placing an order.

General Rules:

Provide character reference sheets or clear descriptions. Lore is especially important for animation commissions.
For VTuber models: reference sheets or detailed ideas of what you want are required.
For character art and YCH (Your Character Here): clear references and a scene idea are necessary.
Animation commissions (AMVs): a storyboard or outline will greatly help bring your vision to life.
Content Guidelines:
✅ Suggested violence and blood are acceptable.
❌ No gore or explicit NSFW content.
✅ Suggestive art is fine within reason.
❌ Absolutely no homophobia, transphobia, or racism.

Let’s create something amazing together! 💖

#CommissionRules #ArtGuidelines

9 months ago | [YT] | 2

♡Lin♡

Hey everyone ᛁ just got a new animation program. My commissions are now open and if you’re interested, please DM me on discord at owlkittygriffin_10806

9 months ago | [YT] | 1

♡Lin♡

Do you like the echo-y effect of this song, or should I clean it up more? this is just the song demo so it's a bit unpolished. I went back and added more lyrics to the google doc I originally wrote the song on so that it's less repetitive (which is a problem I am working on).

TW: self-harm, mentions of suicide, and references to abuse

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehwkK...

10 months ago | [YT] | 0

♡Lin♡

"Forgettable Tuesday"

Another forgettable day
There’s nothing special about Tuesdays
Such an insignificant day

Another forgettable girl
There’s nothing special about her
No one seems to remember her
Except for me, of course

I’m in love with Tuesday
Such an insignificant girl

They always tell her
“Just do what you’re told already”
At this point, she’s nearly invisible
No one sees her
No one remembers her

All the pictures of Tuesday
They’re wiped clean
Her face was nowhere to be seen

Another forgettable day
It feels like something has slipped my mind
Or someone
There’s an empty space
In my memory

I search and search
I can’t seem to remember
What’s long gone
Lost forever
Never to be seen again

There’s one thought of her left behind
A blurred face– I can’t seem to remember
Who is that girl?

It another forgettable day
There’s nothing special about Tuesdays
Such an insignificant day
But it was the day I remembered her

Tuesday was her name
Her family doesn’t remember her
The town doesn’t remember her
But I do

Where could she be?
A girl as forgettable
As a certain day of the week

One day, another Tuesday
The girl returns as if nothing ever happened
People remember her again
It was like she never disappeared

Was this a dream?
Was this real?
Even Tuesday herself doesn’t seem to remember
Her very own disappearance
The disappearance of Tuesday

10 months ago | [YT] | 3

♡Lin♡

once i finish my vtuber model ill see if i can bring myself to even use it I haven't been active on youtube for months. i mean I've been active on Instagram. maybe ill post some speedpaints to get my channel active again but idk if I can get it to be as active as it was when I was 12-13 but man that was 4 years ago how did I even manage? i have so many animation ideas but I just can't find motivation to animate them.

11 months ago | [YT] | 3

♡Lin♡

disorder.

Spiraling
Spiraling
Spiraling out of control
It feels like I’m reaching for a goal that’s never there
No one can know
It’s a secret I’ll never tell
I want to tell someone, but the words, they never compare
I can’t find someone who relates
only people who are opposite truly understand
I can’t tell my family
No, they’d never hit the stands
Goals
Goals
Goals
I keep them in my mind
I try so hard to reach beyond those lines
But those lines are so far out of my reach
How could I ever feel fulfilled?
Those words as a child hit me like a rock
How could you be so selfish?
How could I be so selfish?
I keep those rocks with me
They’re so heavy, I take them everywhere
Help.
Can’t you see the signs?
They’ll misunderstand, I’m sure
I just want you to ask me if I’m okay

11 months ago | [YT] | 1

♡Lin♡

Roach - Tyler's Garage


Will anyone love me if I’m a roach
Maybe I’ll hide forever and be alone
If I make myself heard, I’ll drown in the fire

I’m forever stuck in the barbed wire
If my wings tear apart, how will I fly away?

Avoir froid et être seul

Je veux juste être entendu
Ai-je tort de les aimer?
Je suis un hypocrite plein de

Don’t look at me
J'en suis tellement plein
Don’t even say my name
Je pourrais bien pleurer maintenant

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Je ne vais pas bien
J'ai besoin d'aide pour aller mieux

Don't ask me if I'm okay
I'll just lie and say I'm fine
mais je ne suis pas

If I make myself heard, I’ll drown in the fire
I’m forever stuck in the barbed wire
If my wings tear apart, how will I fly away?

Avoir froid et être seul
Je veux juste être entendu
Ai-je tort de les aimer?
Je suis un hypocrite plein de mensonges

Don’t look at me
J'en suis tellement plein
Don’t even say my name
Je pourrais bien pleurer maintenant

If I make myself heard, I’ll drown in the fire
I’m forever stuck in the barbed wire
If my wings tear apart, how will I fly away?

Avoir froid et être seul
Je veux juste être entendu
Ai-je tort de les aimer?
Je suis un hypocrite plein de mensonges

Don’t look at me
J'en suis tellement plein
Don’t even say my name
Je pourrais bien pleurer maintenant

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Je ne vais pas bien
J'ai besoin d'aide pour aller mieux

Don't ask me if I'm okay
I'll just lie and say I'm fine
mais je ne suis pas

Will anyone love me if I’m a roach
Maybe I’ll hide forever and be alone

If I make myself heard, I’ll drown in the fire
I’m forever stuck in the barbed wire
If my wings tear apart, how will I fly away?

Don't ask me if I'm okay
I'll just lie and say I'm fine
mais je ne suis pas

If I make myself heard, I’ll drown in the fire
I’m forever stuck in the barbed wire
If my wings tear apart, how will I fly away?

Avoir froid et être seul
Je veux juste être entendu
Ai-je tort de les aimer?
Je suis un hypocrite plein de mensonges

Don’t look at me
J'en suis tellement plein
Don’t even say my name
Je pourrais bien pleurer maintenant

If I make myself heard, I’ll drown in the fire
I’m forever stuck in the barbed wire

Avoir froid et être seul
Je veux juste être entendu
Ai-je tort de les aimer?
Je suis un hypocrite plein de mensonges

Don’t look at me
J'en suis tellement plein
Don’t even say my name
Je pourrais bien pleurer maintenant

I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Je ne vais pas bien
J'ai besoin d'aide pour aller mieux

Don't ask me if I'm okay
I'll just lie and say I'm fine
mais je ne suis pas

1 year ago | [YT] | 2

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some arts

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1 year ago | [YT] | 3

♡Lin♡

Neon Cat family

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