♡Lin♡

I Wanna–

You took away my art
Threw it away so
I can’t make
Aore ears or tails
You thought it was too sexual
But I’m 17 so I really don’t care

I wrote this song a while ago
Now I’m back to fix these dumb lyrics
Making more sense to write my stories
But you took those too

I wanna be myself
Be myself

I wanna wear ears and skirts
Ears and skirts

I wanna–
I wanna–

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna dig the knife
Under my skin

Yeah, cut to beans
And styro
And let the blood
Run down my arms

Day in and day out, yeah
I keep on hurting
Won’t it end, yeah
Forever and ever

Will it end when I’m away?
Away from you, free from the pain?
I just want to be okay

Yeah–

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna kill myself
Kill myself

Yeah–

I wanna–
I wanna–

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

I wanna hurt myself
Hurt myself

Yeah–

Every part of me
Dissection

Cut to tiny pieces
of myself

I wanna slice and dice
Feel the knife
Beneath my skin

Every time, yeah, you let it happen
I fall apart, yeah, into the darkness
Over and over
You keep the cycle
On and on, yeah
You let it happen

Will it ever go away?
These feelings that I can’t erase?

Yeah

I wanna be okay
Be okay

I wanna be alright
Be alright

Yeah–
I wanna–
I wanna–

Does it hurt to treat me right?
You said that it was fine
You said you wouldn’t do it again
But here you are in my face

On and on, yeah
I let it happen
Afraid to defend–
Defend myself, yeah

You took away my art
Threw it away so
I can’t make
Anyore ears or tails
You thought it was too sexual
But I’m 17 so I really don’t care

I wrote this song a while ago
Now I’m back to fix these lyrics
Making more sense to write my stories
But you took those too

I wanna be myself
Be myself

I wanna be myself
Be myself

I wanna…
Be myself…

Without…

You being…

Mad…

I just want to know
Want to know
Please, did you change?
Did you change?

You might just let
Let me be myself
Be myself

Yeah–

It’s my last
Last request
To let me be myself
Be myself

Over and over
I let it happen
Let me breathe
Breathe in breathe out, yea

Panic is taking-
Taking me over

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