Authentic Courtney

Hi, I’m Courtney.

At 50, I’m rebuilding my life in real time — moving from survival mode into love-centered living.
This channel documents the journey: healing, RV life, entrepreneurship, nature, creative experiments, and building something meaningful from lived experience.

A spontaneous Kundalini awakening changed everything for me. I didn’t go looking for spirituality — it found me.

Since then I’ve been navigating nervous system healing, trauma integration, and the deep work of becoming who I actually am.

Everything flows through Mission Love — my commitment to embody love and turn growth into service.

I also create across eight YouTube channels, each exploring a different facet of this journey.
Check out the others below.

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'I came. I saw. I found a cool rock.' Tees available on my site authenticcourtney.com/product/cool-rock-t-shirt/

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I spent the better part of last week updating my site, quitting shopify and moving my shop to woo and my domain. 💪🏻
It's not perfect but it's a work in progress.

check it out. authenticcourtney.com/shop

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Time to Show my Feet to the World ♥️
I'll be updating my links
Https://shop.authenticcourtney.com/links

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I'm selling my love!
Find out more at authenticCourtney.com/heart-shop

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Mission Love
January 29, 2026
I’m rebuilding my life, and I refuse to let that process harden me.

To start raising money to get me on my feet and do all of the necessary things in order to start an official mission as a minister, I’m kicking this off by sharing my love – in the form of my heart shaped rock collection. I’m sharing heart-shaped rocks that come with a handwritten note that says, “You’re not alone.” The funds well help me get on solid ground—transportation, financial obligations, basic stability—the unglamorous but necessary parts that make everything else possible.

But this isn’t really about rocks.

It’s about choosing love while rebuilding, instead of bitterness or shutdown.

I’m a minister through the Universal Life Church because I wanted a way to build something rooted in compassion, sovereignty, and choice—not control. As I stabilize, this will grow into Mission Love: a living, love-based network where people can connect without being torn apart, collaborate without being used, and share resources, work, and ideas without cruelty.

Think less “organization” and more mycelium.

People who receive a heart are called Heart Holders—not as a label or a rank, but as a simple description. They’re people choosing to hold love in a complicated world.

Some will pass through quietly. Some will collaborate. Some will help build things like a job board, creative partnerships, sponsorships, and eventually a physical place—Love Ranch—where healing, rest, and rebuilding are possible.

No one has to belong to anything. No one is signing up for a belief system. There are no tiers of worth.

If this resonates, you’re welcome to stay nearby as it unfolds. If it doesn’t, that’s okay too.

For now, the first step is getting my feet under me—choosing love while I do that—and letting something real grow from there.

If you’d like to receive a heart, visit my heart shop authenticcourtney.com/heart-shop

Love,
Courtney 💛

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Streaming now on my Psychedelic Zen channel

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Spiritual AF. Broke AF. But I’ve got a mission. 🪨💥

Last week I had a full-on meltdown — family, partner, life... everything.
I burned it all down and walked straight through a portal on 1/11.

Now I’m in the desert, collecting heart rocks, talking to spirit guides, and figuring out how the hell to build a healing center from scratch — because I know I was never meant to fit in. I came here to change things.

If you’ve ever felt like the black sheep, like you were breaking just before you were becoming — this video is for you.

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Since I can’t access my archives right now, I’ve been digging through Anders’ files and finding all kinds of gems I’ve never seen before. This one I’m calling “Courtney Under a Rainbow.” 😁
I was tending one of the water troughs I kept filled last year for the wildlife. I miss those walks. In the heat of summer we’d refill them several times a day, and every trip felt like an adventure — always a surprise waiting. Sometimes a family of deer, sometimes a herd of javelina. This particular trough became a kind of home base for a raven. It would leave parts of its prey in or around the water — which, honestly, wasn’t my favorite — but hey… nature has its own rules.
After a few days of not seeing my raven companion, I found it a couple hundred feet away — gone. And yes, I cried. I remember him telling me it probably wasn't 'MY' Raven but of course it was, it never returned to the trough. 🥲I loved watching it swoop in and dance around like the little baddie it was.
I miss being in nature and seeing my deer friends, but I’ll be back. ❤️
If you’re on a healing journey — get into nature whenever you can.
It holds medicine you don’t have to ask for. 🌿✨
#naturelovers #natureheals #naturehealsthesoul #rainbow