Pedram Does Stuff

Before I leave… (now I’m considering leaving this channel behind)



Do you guys think I have a chance of being better? Because I genuinely want to learn, improve and be a better person after all this…

And I will never repeat these awful actions I’ve mentioned in the other post… because I am disgusted and ashamed with how I was in the past


I don’t want to be this way… not now… not ever again…

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…you ever get the feeling of hating yourself?


Well I do… because tonight, my love blocked me and now (I think) wants nothing to do with me bc a 15 year old person was sending me weird things but I didn’t block them and I kept the goddamn chat going, I could've blocked them right there, But i didn’t, ya wanna know why? Cuz I was basically a pathetic idiot who wanted to have someone to say they gave a shit about me before I finally realized this shit wasn’t okay

I'm a fucking disgrace of a person, and I wish I killed myself when I first announced it, and now everyone is going to hate me all because I couldn't do anything but take my dumb fucking time, now I had ruined every good thing in my life all for the sake of being a fucking idiot

I don’t want anyone’s sympathy, I just want people to know that I feel absolutely remorseful and shitty for everything I’ve done

I’ve been taking therapy and I’ve been seeking so much help for myself

I don’t want to be this way, not now, not ever

To those who have read all this, thank you for everything, and to those who I have hurt, or broken trust… I am so sorry and I don’t seek anyone’s forgiveness

I genuinely feel nothing but remorse and disgust with how I was In the past, I genuinely wish nothing but good things for all of you and I wish to change my ways for the better

I may come back someday but I need a long break from this site, you all genuinely have the right to feel whatever about me, cuz now? I don’t care about my image anymore, I only want everyone to know this: I am disgusted in myself and I’m genuinely trying to change, I cannot keep doing shitty things and feel bad about them like it makes it okay, I need to be better

I'm sorry if this whole thing is worded improperly and in a very shitty manor, i'm very stressed and the whole thing is written in a very shitty and very stupid manor... i am genuinely sorry for this whole thing

Thank you, have a merry Christmas, and goodbye to all of you

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Taking a break from social media

I’m focusing on my own mental health and making myself better as a person

5 days ago | [YT] | 8

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TW:







What if I just killed myself? What if I just fucking ended my life? Cuz I’m sure nobody would miss me

I don’t know how much more of this shit I can take… I lost a friend for being such a ventish bitch, I’m a fucking dumbass and I lost everything

I might actually do it

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MY CHILDHOOD


ITS BACK


ITS FINALLY FINALLY BACK!

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Yall thought you could unlisted this and get away with it?

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FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

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I can die happy now

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Peak fiction has dropped

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