☆CelestialCam☆

Guys i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed yesterday

1 week ago | [YT] | 0

☆CelestialCam☆

BIG RANT
(Read if u want i dont rlly care)





Theres actually something wrong with me like academically or something cause like
Why for the LIFE of me can i not do this course
Like i can and i really want to, i do really want art to be in my life in some way whether it’s my main job or just some side thing but WHY can i not just GO IN!!!

In short i got sick the first 2 or 3 weeks of school got in full attendance basically for half the week for the first week then Took the next week and a half off basically only going in the classes i knew i would probably like or knew was good and the ones i didn’t go to essentially just got abandoned by me
Like i have 2 classes wednesday been to them once and never since like I’m genuinely scared to go into all these classes i’ve barely been into with nothing that i just avoid them all together
I am doing slightly better with the classes though
Like paint class i FINALLY got brushes after something like 7 or 8 weeks of school and it’s going good same with the friday classes but every other class has just gone to shit
Some classes like those Wednesday ones i dont even have a sketchbook for and things like photo class i haven’t even shown up since halloween

Like i genuinely dont even know whats wrong with me anymore 😭😭
Like i dont know if im burnt out of school or art i dont know but i just cant idk why 😭 im just scared idk man

Gone from one of “the best in class” to “as long as i pass” to this, i used to love school one of my favourite things and now i can’t even get up out of bed at 8am for a 9pm class mean while i have friends who are getting up at 6 am to go get 2 busses to a 9 am class and i cant even go walk 10-20 mins down the road

I have a small feeling it’s things like having no friends, like i have trouble making friends anyway but the school being like 80% women doesn’t really help >.<



Like it feels like i should just be having a gap year bc i practically am already with how ts is going so far but at the same time i dont want to do jackshit because thats just fucking boring and i dont wanna just sit at home and play games all day
I do that to escape reality anyway and with how school is going so far i dont think it’ll work for any longer


Sorry for being so depressing ik it’s not how i usually am, i just felt like i had to get some of that out to at least to the fbi agent reading my phone or even the youtube ai

Thanks for reading if you got this far though, that was nice
Uh….
Have a good rest of your day i guess

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1 week ago | [YT] | 3

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“Even Gods Bleed”
Happy Halloween everyone!!!!!
This was fun to do don’t think i’ve drawn sonic exe before, even though it’s literally just sonic….

While doing this i forgot i was drawing sonic.EXE and not “the killer from outcome memories” so that was funny

Anyway BANGER ALERT
https://youtu.be/y7usjwQW4b4?si=CmCx6...

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4 weeks ago | [YT] | 2

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Found out about rewrite sonic and malware amy a couple weeks ago and thought they were cool.
They’re like the average sonic creepypasta except they look like little guys.
Think i could have done better on rewrite but it’s whatever ig
Love how amy came out though love drawing curves for things & it’s nice that all the hours drawing splatoon tentacles can help out in non splatoon areas


https://youtu.be/Sh4Fd883M58?si=Htt4Z...

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4 weeks ago | [YT] | 1

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Pics i’ve taken of metal sonic for class,
I’ll show you them again when i draw them but knowing how i post like that could be like 2030

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1 month ago | [YT] | 1

☆CelestialCam☆

HELL YEAH
I LOVE CONSUMERISM
I LOVE SPENDING MONEY ON MY FAVOURITE GAMES SO THEY CAN BE IMPROVED!!!!

2 months ago | [YT] | 2

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1st day of college i think i made a friend, they look so cool (like in the picture) and they’re in a band or duo or something with they’re BF idk and they play bass and they like games and they had loads of pins all over they’re bag and a little foxy pop figure keychain and the back of they’re jacket and parts of they’re bottoms had loads of bands sown into it and like
AUUUGGGHHH they just look so cool god did a really good job designing them

Might see what the music is like
It’s called ribcage and the little patch on they’re jacket looked cool so maybe idk

Is this obsessive? I feel like it is but this is also what i’m like anytime i meet someone new so idk 😭😭😭

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

☆CelestialCam☆

Friends just threw a surprise party for my bdy….
This is the first time i’ve ever cried tears of joy i dont deserve these guys 😭

2 months ago | [YT] | 3

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Had to draw something for my bdy
It’s small and i definitely could have put more on it but whatever

2 months ago | [YT] | 2

☆CelestialCam☆

IT’S MY BIRTHDAY TODAYYY!!!
gonna be honest i’ve been playing way too much silksong to even be active on here so thats why i’m not posting.

But there will be more posts i promise,
Got into college so I’ll probably bring back them posts about whats happened within the last week. Or just post whatever art they make me do in here whatever one i feel like really

(Image unrelated)

2 months ago | [YT] | 2