Jhadina

Hi my loves
New msg uploading soon .. in the meantime
I just want to say I’m so grateful for all of your comments. Thank you for taking the time to leave sweet messages or updates about your own lives, I’ve seen people comment asking for support and the way this collective shows up for each other brings tears to my eyes. It’s beautiful to witness. That being said I want to apologize for not being able to respond or interact with all of your comments or dms. The amount of dms and emails I have received have been a lot and it can be overwhelming for me. Unfortunately I’ve had a lot of people who feel like I should “be with them” romantically and when I don’t respond they get angry, spam me, threaten to come find me etc. I can’t even tell u how many people I’ve had to block because of this. It just gives me a bad fearful feeling and then I end up feeling bad for not responding to them all (which I am working on because I know no one is entitled to me) but because of this I try not to be on my phone much besides when I post anymore to protect my peace and my energy. Regardless, I want you to know I see all of your comments under my videos and I am so grateful for those of you who take the time to write something, to spread love. It does not go unnoticed it’s just hard for me to interact with everything so I do apologize for that! But yeah I appreciate u guys and thank you for understanding. Love you

18 minutes ago | [YT] | 166

Jhadina

brain is braining today .. late night pondering 💭

1 day ago | [YT] | 2,264

Jhadina

Realizing a lot about my heart. Especially the depth at which I love.. and feel. How is it possible to feel like this is my greatest strength and weakness all at once, but I guess that just summarizes the confusion and paradox of my existence. “Love has only ever bore rotten fruit in a garden I’ve tended to all my life.” I wrote that about 2 years ago. And I’m feeling it heavy today. Man sometimes I hate how naive I can be, I assume genuine intentions in people who want to experience me as a means to an end, with something to gain in sight. I have so much love to give but I think the issue (and solution?) is that I see greatness. In everyone. This has caused me to overlook red flags, to assume the best. And somehow I always end up feeling used in some way. Worst feeling in the world. I get approached not because people see my soul (in the context of love) but because people want something from me. Whether that’s my essence or a quick ego boost it’s all so superficial. And sitting here with this icky feeling is making me realize how much I do not want that. My heart aches actually, and gosh I’m trying to have hope for partnership but if I’m being honest 98% of me is screaming that I want nothing to do with it. Ur girl is ready to retire lol. This heart of mine I feel is precious, but it can be over giving and a tad bit naive. And that hurts. And while that is true I know that my heart is the most beautiful thing about me. Anyway just thought I would share incase anyone else resonates. I just have to say this collective.. u guys have shown me true love. For the first time in my life. RECIPROCAL love. Trying to see beyond the tears as I write this. But from the bottom of my heart.. I love everyone of you. And if this is the love I get to experience in this life.. well that’s more than enough for me. Love u forever
Jhadina

1 day ago | [YT] | 4,632

Jhadina

the way I am TREMBLING after posting me singing “angel” iykyk on my insta story 😭 working my way up to more on yt but my insta is jhadinapatrick if u wanna seee but ahh. the goal for the season is doing it scared!! Hell yeah collective we got this🤍 love u all

3 days ago | [YT] | 3,091

Jhadina

hey guys just reminding everyone again, found this Facebook account somehow with 17k followers. I do not have Facebook (I used to when I was way younger but forgot the passwords I have no account now)
please be soo careful 😭🤍

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6 days ago | [YT] | 1,919

Jhadina

1010 message for someone 🤍 love u family

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 5,267

Jhadina

Just a reminder my loves this is NOT my account please don’t get scammed I do not offer personal readings right now.
I only have 2 YouTube channels, this one and my new one I just made yesterday jadetheoracle
This dinamoe account is not me (using my old TikTok videos on here)
Love u guys
I will never ask u to text me or send me money or offer a reading please use your discernment 🤍

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