Bludderfly (MSM)

I have just relisted a ton of my content. Everything I deem significant enough to stay on this channel has been put back to public visibility. Everything I relisted is what I want to keep public once this channel becomes an archive, so please do not ask me to relist anything. If something is not re-listed, it is for a personal reason of mine, and I ask you respect that.

The final unseen islands will also be uploaded soon, so please stay tuned.

8 months ago | [YT] | 78

Bludderfly (MSM)

Today is my birthday, and also marks a monumental achivement for me in this community.

As of today, November 24th, 2024, I am now 18 years old, and have been in the community for 5 YEARS.

Wether you’re an old fan or new, I want to thank you all for being there and enjoying what I do. I never imagined myself getting to such a status in this community and I have you all to thank because of it. Through thick and thin a lot of you have helped me and been there to support me, and I have nothing but gratitude for the hospitality you all have given me.

I’m aware I have not uploaded anything in over half a year, and that is because truth be told I came to a realization a couple months ago. This entire time, I’ve had this figurative “bug” gnawing at my back telling me I have to keep up with making MSM content, that if I don’t people aren’t going to be happy and that I’ll fall too irrelevancy. This caused me to get burned out big time, which is why nothing big has happened since Metal Moonbase/Mime Time. I’ve been so constantly stressed on trying to make MSM stuff that I ultimately wore myself out on making it.

And truth be told, I’m beginning to question if MSM is even for me. While I appreciate the game a lot and treasure the memories I’ve created because of it, I am starting to set my eyes on some different ways I could take my presence online. Making MSM content, as previously stated, wore me out, and I find myself feeling like I’m behind in the community a lot.

If I do decide to do something else with my channel, I have already come up with a plan for what will happen to my MSM Content. I will use my second channel (yeah, remember that?) to upload as much of my significant MSM content as I can, creating long compliation videos for individuals and also releasing any unreleased songs too!

Regardless of what happens, I’m glad all of you have stuck around, and I hope you continue to do so as I begin my first steps into adulthood. You are all amazing people and I seriously can’t thank you enough.

Sneezo Loves You All. 💚
- Bludderfly

10 months ago | [YT] | 71

Bludderfly (MSM)

Hello Again! I am happy to announce that I helped edit Sector Green! It premieres this evening at 4 PM EST, so be there if you want to see some new Bludder content!

As for my other things, I'm still quite busy. Between this, reading entire books for my language class, and several pother things that come with school/life, these past few weeks have felt pretty crammed. Nevertheless, I hope you all enjoy what I have brought to this table for this sector, and maybe you'll see me in some more Sectors in the future! 👀

11 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 16

Bludderfly (MSM)

The Universals have finally debuted on Central Singularity!

1 year ago | [YT] | 17

Bludderfly (MSM)

I'm still here.

I know in the last post I stated the next island would come out by the end of summer and it has become clear that I did not follow up on that and I believe it's in my best interest to give you all an explanation.

I... simply haven't been feeling well recently, at all. With school back in session, which at a base is keeping me busy, I've begun to feel depressed, because I've started to realize just how mistreated I've been by a lot of people there. That all came to a head on tuesday, where I puposefully excused myself form my final period of the day to talk things out with my counselor. I had tried to let everything roll off my back but every time I would get teased or harassed by someone new all those bad memories would come back to me, getting to the point where just being in the building surrounded me with this negative aura that made me depressed to even be there.

Motivation has also been low, I've been questioning what my endeavors mean to this community and I sometimes find myself making ill comparisons to other people and just feeling a great deal of envy. It's not that I want to quit, or wish for the downfall of others, I simply do not feel like I can do anything MSM right now, at least for my own channel. I haven't drawn anything in a month, I've been that unmotivated, and these recent developments aren't exactly helping.

As for when content wil return to this channel, that is officially TBA. I can not and do not want to give any exact dates, but trust me I always have things related to this channel on my mind. I am not leaving this channel to rot, I simply cannot and have not been able to pick myself up to make anything for it in a while. Do remember however, if you want to interact with me, I am active in my own discord (linked in every video) and the official Q Crew server.

I am sorry I've been so stagnant but please understand I am not going through the best of times right now. I will pick mysef back up eventually I'm sure but that doesn’t look like it'll be for a little while. Remember, I put my passion first and production second. I will not make or do something unless I feel up to the task and that it is worthy of being something I can put my name to. Quality always trumps quantity, that will always be the case, forever and always.

Stay safe, and please bare with me as I try to get back into the swing of things, you guys are awesome, and of course...

Sneezo Loves You.
- Bludder

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 54

Bludderfly (MSM)

Hello again, just popping in to say thank you all so much for 4,000 Subscribers! Hopefully my channel can grow more quickly in the near future but I highly appreciate this milestone regardless.

As for the next Universal Island, I no longer can garuntee when it will come out, but my goal is by the end of Summer. A lot has come up for me recently (especially yesterday, if you were in my server you’d know) and I have not been in the mood to do msm content as much lately. Regardless, I hope the island can come out by the end of Summer, it’s basically my project for the season and I have plenty of time to work on it.

Thank you all once again and I’ll see you in a month or so when the next Universal Island hopefully starts releasing.

Sneezo loves you all.
- Bludderfly

1 year ago | [YT] | 44

Bludderfly (MSM)

Hello, I know we haven’t talked in a while, but I want to discuss some things with you all, as to give a roadmap for the future!

First off, the next Universal island has been moved to July, I know this is unfortunate news to hear but with it being Finals Month I’ve not found much time to work on my MSM content. Trying to do both things at the same time would likely burn me o it and lead to me underperforming in both, and in terms of what I do in here, I only want to give you guys what I deem to be good quality, and not try to make things as fast I can. I am in it for the expression of creativity and not for the bag, and I want to make that abundantly clear in my decision to move the next island back a month.

Second off, after negotiations with its previous owner, I have reclaimed my ownership of Insanity Descension! The island is in the roadmap to be after the next Universal Island, but I do not have any specific plans for when it will come out. I know a lot of you liked this island previously and I am very excited to finally revisit it and finally bring it to life after quite a few years of it being in limbo between multiple owners and versions.

And by the way, just a reminder. Don’t complain because I pushed my next island back, I do not have to give quality content, I could just rapidly make stuff and have monthly islands but that is not how I desire to make content. As I said previously, I prefer giving you guys quality over quantity, and only want the best for my channel.

I will see you all again in July, and I hope you all are excited for what’s to come. Good things may take time, but GREAT things take a LOT of time. There are plenty more creators for you to enjoy in this community, so go give them all your support!

Sneezo Loves You All. 🧡💚

- Bludderfly

1 year ago | [YT] | 43

Bludderfly (MSM)

I Haven’t talked with you all in a little while, but I just want to say…
THANKS FOR THE AMAZING SUPPORT ON METAL MOONBASE! 💖

Getting over 10k views and nearly 250 likes in 11 days is some insane numbers for me, and I seriously cannot thank you all enough.

As for when I’ll continue the Unuversals, I’m going on a break for a while, since Metal Moonbase wore me out. I have a life, and that includes school, which needs and deserves more attention than my silly singing creature videos.

The Universals will return in June, and all I’m gonna for now say is…

I hope you packed some tissues.
No… more like a LOT of tissues. 👃🍇🎨👽

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 54

Bludderfly (MSM)

💀 🌼 🦖 ⚾️

1 year ago | [YT] | 59

Bludderfly (MSM)

Tomorrow.

1 year ago | [YT] | 41