Let the SFM animations of this channel be proof that at least one form of hell exists, and that, if the true hell does exist, we all deserve to be there.
Maybe the SFMs on this channel have meaning. But there are enough problems now without meaning. Also I have no understanding of it.
I have no understanding of meaning in art and I am not sure that I believe in it. Perhaps this sentence is an act of meaning. I suppose it was even though I did not mean for it to. But then everything has meaning. Do not think about meaning in art. It is much too late for that and there are people who go into debt to do it. Let them think about it. I am an animator in the same ways my models are my models. So let the people who go into debt to think about it do so and save us the trouble.
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Hi. Sorry for not posting in 8 months and 20 days. Good news is that the drought is over and I will be making a new upload today, as soon as I figure out how to make a good thumbnail for it. It’s another SCP video, this time taking more realistic models. The wacky stuff with TF2 only characters (what I usually do and prefer making usually) should yield another video around late September, so don’t worry.
The reason for this amount of time needed is due to (mainly) IRL operations, decent amounts of combat scenes, and improved lighting techniques.
This brings us to my own IRL affairs. If this was another channel, this is where I would probably say something like “mental health issues”, “no motivation”, or “youtube algorithm”. All of these are not what I mean. I am probably in a much better mental condition than the average internet user, I am filled with drive to animate more, and I’ve accepted my channel’s position in algo hell at the moment.
No, what I mean is that things in my IRL life are going well. My day job is electronic engineering, and I like doing it. And more importantly, I’m decent at it, which is more than can be said for my animations. The STEM subjects have always been fields I’ve excelled at. My eventual goal in life is to be involved in space-related electronics, and I was offered quite a few opportunities this year to get close to that goal.
These opportunities were quite time-consuming, however. And this has greatly resulted in my reduced uploads over this year. During the last 9 months, I have animated for 426 hours. In comparison to the same period last year, I animated exactly 800. This is to be expected as I get older, I’m 21 and hobby time is likely to reduce further.
This whole Youtube thing has always been a sidequest for me. So I’m typing this wall of text to let you know that there’s a good chance I’ll stop uploading after 2024. No, that doesn’t mean I’m stopping this whole animation thing, it’s the greatest timesink I’ve ever found, and I would likely go crazy without it in the next 2 years. It’s merely that my priorities in life have always placed animating as secondary to my academics and electronic engineering.
Again, this is not me saying that I’m retiring today. This is just a heads up, letting you know that my time on this platform is is limited. Thanks for all the support over the last 6 years.
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Try to control my game in Twitch chat! Stream active in 10 minutes!
www.twitch.tv/a_dummie
3 years ago | [YT] | 83
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Another "Twitch controls my game" stream, at 25/09 1400 BST. This time I'm recording for a video!
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Try to control my game in Twitch chat! Stream active in 10 minutes!
www.twitch.tv/a_dummie
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I am planning another test stream at 1200 GMT, 11/09, where I will be testing a "Twitch controls my game" bot. Try to join, this is a bot that runs smoother if more people join.
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www.twitch.tv/a_dummie
Let's see if this works.
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I'm pushing the stream earlier to 1700 GMT, heads up. Link will be provided 15 mins before stream, I think.
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I'm planning a test stream on the 8th of September, 19:00 GMT. I'll explain more when we get there since the confusion will be entertaining.
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An explanation for what the Engie's Adventures series is about!
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