for you, my tender hearted one.

I MOVED to New York! moving vlog + mini apartment tour

homebody VLOG : reflecting on my relationships 💔, beach days in LA, matcha cookies

selfcare diaries : healing my heart and finding joy at home 💌

CLEAN SKIN routine 💦 | reduce pores appearance at home + tips

coming out to my mom. (doing her makeup)

why I'm single. ❤️‍🩹

why I left. i'm sorry

week in my life in LA vlog: exploring aesthetic cafes, breaking routines.

self care diaries | weekend at home, im in a book, finding peace

how I deal with burnout. (feeling stuck, overwhelmed, unmotivated)

self care diaries | ☀️ LA apartment hunting, Differin updates, Self care habits

answering your questions... coming out, sexuality, and relationships oh my!

LA apartment hunting, MY gender dysphoria + honest thoughts

☀️ a morning with me ☀️

a realistic day in my life 🍃

self care vlog | ☀️morning skincare, vegan meals, working out (hot boy summer)

my everyday glow makeup + what I learned in isolation | SELF CARE VLOG

ADULTING VLOG 🌤 | kitchen cleanout, how I groom my brows, furniture building

ADULTING VLOG | 🍲 easy vegan meals, apartment decorating, cutting my hair ✂️

a SELFCARE weekend. 🌿 nature, del taco mukbang, trying to dance 🐒

thoughts and prayers. an emotional week in my life.

🍃 productive day in my life | overnight oats, building furniture, calisthenics 💪🏻

🌿gentle reset routine 2021 | clean apartment, weekly plan, everyday makeup with me

✨ taking myself on a date 🐶 | self love diaries

🌤 self care vlog | kimchi pancake 🥢, working out, my nightmares... 💔

a healing vlog ☀️ | plant dad, working out, 💦 soothing night skincare

cleaning day vlog | 🍜 vegan jjajangmyun, washing makeup brushes, organizing ✨

🌿 productive day in my life | 🍜 kimchi fried rice, aesthetic bedroom, working out.

true beauty ✨ SEOJUN transformation 🥀| webtoon inspired

🌤 self care vlog + chill with me. | soup, skincare, work out! 💦

🌿 DECLUTTER with me for 2021 | be productive with me ☀️

glow up for 2021 ✨ | be productive with me 🌱 VLOG

realistic self care routine in 2021 | refocus and recenter.

goodbye 2020. what I learned this year. breakups, living alone, gratitude.

a stressful month... | living alone with new kitten 🐱

boy beat. ASMR vibes makeup. calming + relaxing

my reset routine ☀️ *how I get my life together*

coming out.

🌧 feeling insecure, social media comparison, finding balance ✨ | IVAN LAM

🌱 moving in vlog | building furniture in the new apartment ✨| IVAN LAM

✨ trying out rare beauty by Selena Gomez | try on, honest thoughts✨ | IVAN LAM

✩ I MOVED! | new apartment new beginnings | IVAN LAM ✩

productive day in my life | cleaning, plants, makeup | IVAN LAM

how I get glowing skin | massage + pamper routine | IVAN LAM

✨ Best AFFORDABLE Vitamin C Serums | under $20 | IVAN LAM

✩ my thoughts on the beauty community + blackpink lisa makeup ✩ | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)

dyeing my hair at home using korean bubble dye... living alone | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)

✩ paint with me + de-stress ✩ | living alone | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)

🔥 work from home glow up + productivity tips 🔥 | living alone | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)

💧BEST KOREAN ESSENCES | honey skin 💦 | IVAN LAM (bahasa/tagalog/viet sub)

I hated being gay and asian. Q+A advice to my younger self | IVAN LAM (BAHASA SUB)

what it's like to grow up asian. struggles | insecurities | IVAN LAM

Living alone in isolation | relax with me | IVAN LAM

BEST CLEANSERS i've used | Acid Washes + sensitive acne skin | IVAN LAM

living alone diaries | coffee, finding peace, makeup | IVAN LAM

FINAL FANTASY 7 CLOUD transformation | *shook * | IVAN LAM

TURNING INTO A *WEBTOON BOY aesthetic* 🥵 | IVAN LAM | IMVU vibes~

productive day in quarantine living alone. | cleaning, calming | IVAN LAM

FADE dark spots FAST. skincare that actually works | IVAN LAM