mata schmata

update on how i've been doing and what i've been working on !!

i've been doing alright, just focusing a little more on my mental health and trying to have more healthy habits. my creative inspiration tends to hit between 2 and 8 am, and as i've gotten older i've begun to generally have way less energy late at night, plus it was harming my ability to spend time with friends and family since i was sleeping during the day lol.

once i've moved in w my partner and my life stabilizes a little more and i have less worries i have many artistic goals for the future and i hope y'all will stick around to see them. for now, though, my goals are simply just to get my ideas on paper in any way i can. so try to have no expectations from me from here on out.

as of my interests and the kind of content you can expect, i've been pretty hyperfixated on AvAvM/stickfight. so if that's something that interests you, stay tuned >:3

as a heads up, you can find all of my recent art here! fivepebble.tumblr.com/tagged/fpart
i've also been poking music a little, it's not Great but if you'd like to see my progress, i've posted 3 songs so far and you can find them here: soundcloud.com/mataschmata

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1 month ago (edited) | [YT] | 649

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i made it

4 months ago | [YT] | 312

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huh?wh

5 months ago | [YT] | 818

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sorry for kinda just letting my channel rot recently...

this channel still means a lot to me and i really want to continue doing animations. but i've been struggling w/ all sorts of untreated illnesses and haven't been able to find a treatment that works x_x the past couple months i've been doing trials for a bunch of different medications and as such my health and mood has been too erratic to focus on any sort of long term art project.

i'm currently trying to focus on just Existing, but i do still do sketches, at the very least, which i post on my tumblr.

thank you to everyone who has shown love to my work, it really means a lot to me, one day i will do more.

6 months ago | [YT] | 473

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MY SISTER FINISHED HER FIRST OC ANIMATIC go check it out it's really good!!!!

8 months ago | [YT] | 82

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heyo my commissions r currently open, i need money for a week's worth of food for a trip to meet my friend next month so i would greatly appreciate any support, info can be found here: www.tumblr.com/fivepebble/755390099533987840?sourc…

9 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 169

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ROT is done and is premiering in around an hour!!! :D come watch it with us !

9 months ago | [YT] | 86

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i made a playlist of a bunch of old unlisted videos. if you remember a video from me that you can't find anymore, you can likely find it here: www.youtube.com/playlist?list... the playlist itself will be kept unlisted for now but can be accessed via the link in this community post.

this isn't every video as some still need to be kept private for personal reasons.

keep in mind a majority of this playlist is videos that were made 10+ years ago so just be aware of the period of time they were made in and my age when i made them (i started this channel when i was 13.)

i hope y'all may appreciate it as i know some folks find my old videos nostalgic and i've heard a few requests for videos that can't be found anymore :]

10 months ago | [YT] | 54

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hiii little update

Rot is almost done and once it is I think it may end up being the last thing I post for a while. having several untreated health issues for 24 years is starting to catch up to me to the point I can't really function on a daily basis, and I haven't had the energy or motivation to do much. I'm working on getting treatment right now, but I have no idea how long the process is going to take. I'm safe, and I have support, but It may be a long time before I can get back to animating, as I need to focus on my health and needs before my channel.

if you'd like further updates on how i'm doing or to see some of the doodles I do in the meantime, i still post on Tumblr regularly. I'm also intending on opening commissions soon, which I will post on my tumblr when I do. They will be fairly expensive as I need money and can't handle taking on a huge amount.

thank you so much for all of the support and kind words on my past updates too. you guys are an incredibly kind and considerate community.

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ponies ponies ponies

(small note... Rot will be out soon! yippee)
(character in the last doodle belongs to Vylet Pony btw)

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