update, sorta i don't have much to update y'all on. i'm still alive! but unfortunately not any closer to figuring things out or getting treatment. wait times for medical care in america are absolutely insane.
i hate to say it but i may need to ask for donations again soon. i have not been able to leave my bed so a decent chunk of the time i have to order food which is obviously really expensive. there was also an emergency that came up and the donations were the only money we had to pay for it. that said, i need to be careful about how much i accept because the government counts it as income??? and they might think i'm Pretending to be poor. i guess.
it's rough. but. i'm staying hopeful. there's no other option but to stay hopeful.
thank you all again. i do read every comment. it means a lot that there is so many people hoping and vouching for my recovery. i have felt like nobody, with the loss of my passions and hobbies, and with the way doctors and even some closer to me have been treating me, and it may seem silly but knowing i've already done something worth doing enough to have impacted so many people--i need it, a lot, right now. so. thank you. thank you so much.
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update, sorta
i don't have much to update y'all on. i'm still alive! but unfortunately not any closer to figuring things out or getting treatment. wait times for medical care in america are absolutely insane.
i hate to say it but i may need to ask for donations again soon. i have not been able to leave my bed so a decent chunk of the time i have to order food which is obviously really expensive. there was also an emergency that came up and the donations were the only money we had to pay for it. that said, i need to be careful about how much i accept because the government counts it as income??? and they might think i'm Pretending to be poor. i guess.
it's rough. but. i'm staying hopeful. there's no other option but to stay hopeful.
thank you all again. i do read every comment. it means a lot that there is so many people hoping and vouching for my recovery. i have felt like nobody, with the loss of my passions and hobbies, and with the way doctors and even some closer to me have been treating me, and it may seem silly but knowing i've already done something worth doing enough to have impacted so many people--i need it, a lot, right now. so. thank you. thank you so much.
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