"Easy" is definitely a word which does not belong to this moment of life. Nothing is easy. The process of being adapted takes time. We have to get to learn how things work in this new way of seeing the world and it takes time. That is when second CHANCES are crucial. Never be afraid of making questions even if you think they are the most foolish ones. Adaptation takes time. There are moments in life that it seems everything is going wrong. Believe, it is not your fault. You are doing your best. Keep going! What belong to you will come to you at the right time. Trust the time of your life.