𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

yall i lowkey feel like I'm a bad person and i wanna try to fix that finally, i actually struggle alot ALOT whit sympathy and emotional emphaty (i only have cognitive empathy) towards others and that lowkey means im not really good at comforting or being there for others when they need it cuz im litterly having a hard time to litterly feel bad or care for them 😭 its like no matter how much i try to feel bad or care its like impossible (trust me i have tried like since my earliest memories lol,basically since i was a kid) but im sure theres a way to maybe fix this and be able to feel it finally actually and be a better person 😔

second problem is that when im enough comfortable whit u, i might sometimes be a little too honest or straightforward about my opinions and etc and that sometimes is a little too harsh and hurtful for others ig which i don't really understand why cuz bro atleast im not lying and im being honest about what i think? but yeah ig idk

third problem is that im super forgetful no matter how much i try my best to remember stuff 💔(apparently somehow i forget everything expect some traumatic things but everything i actually need to remember i forget bruh ヾ(*T▽T*) my brain is ragebaiting me fr)

and also theres this one specific thing that i won't go into detail but i force myself to do one thing for one person to make them happy even tho i myself i am uncomfortable whit that whole topic and thing its probably not very understandable since im not going into detail so u might aswell ignore this last one since theres probably not much tips u can give to me about it (ᐡ т ̫ т ᐡ)

and theres probably more that i cant remember rn
and also ig this becoming a better person will be hard to me especially because i often times when im mentally very low or horrible then apparently for some reason my brain wants to get even worse and when i get even worse then i wanna get even worse again and more and more so yeah once that happens its pretty impossible to get to the feeling to want to get better lol ╥﹏╥ but yeah idk as long that doesn't happen i can try my best to try become a better person ig

if u have tips for these stuff pls do share! i would really appreciate it ꒰⌗´͈ ᵕ `͈⌗꒱৩

40 minutes ago | [YT] | 1

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

meow me and kitties wish you a great day and night! :3 ૮₍ˊᗜˋ₎ა

21 hours ago | [YT] | 5

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

yall idk if im tweaking or something but my computer somehow genuinely f opened this randomly by itself rn when i was litterly playing Minecraft /gen
😭😭😭 help whats going on 😭😭
😭😭😭😭did i just genuinely just get Rickrolled by my own computer man 😭😭😭😭 help im so confused man 😭😭😭 idk even what to say 😭😭😭

(edit:bro now im overthinking it im confused how can it even do that and im even more confused now😭 like am i hacked or idk im playing Minecrafts whit a modpack maybe it has a mod that does that idk man honestly 😭😭)

4 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 10

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

is it just me or is it the same for you?
like for me my mom really never celebrated christmas (i only remember only one time when she did when i was really really young but like almost all of my life not) like no christmas tree, no making gingerbread houses or anything, and just like nothing not even decoration, just nothing? just curious yk :p.

(we do have family gathering where celebrate Christmas But we don't celebrate it at home tho thats what i ment)

5 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 13

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

why is talking irl so hard, i just often feel unable to talk and its the worst when I'm in class and i get asked a question and i might even know the answer but just no word comes out of my mouth or when i should say thank you to something then sometimes i just have to nod cuz i genuinely feel like i cant talk at all its starting bother me cuz idk
it makes it harder for others to understand me and i will just feel embarrassed or guilty after too for all day

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 14

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

i just turned fifteen years old 8 minutes ago
:3 ૮₍ˊᗜˋ₎ა!!!^^

2 weeks ago | [YT] | 18

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

sorry for not posting its kinda hard to find the motivation to post rn im very sorry૮₍◞‸◟₎ა

3 weeks ago | [YT] | 8

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

i love flies. they are so misunderstood and slapped whit stereotypes onto them forever no matter what they do. people often see them as annoying and lame,but if u look at them carefully,pay attention what theyre actually like then they're pretty interesting actually, the little bit of shiny on theyre body they have,whit a little bit of blueish tint along whit also a bit green and purple and some other colors of life, they are actually very pretty, most people cant see that even if they do look closely, they just don't get it. flies can be and are very quiet actually most of the time nobody never just notices that because then theyre quiet and then it doesn't bring as much attention as then when they are finally loud, and when theyre loud theyre because they are flying around trying everything to find an escape to get out of the place where theyre in, trying to live,survive but for that they get called annoying and people will get mad at them for just living and trying to survive. i don't understand why people hate flies..flies are so unappreciated and misunderstood.. i sometimes even see myself in them..but i don't love myself as i love flies Even if i do see myself in them,pretty strange right? yeah ,just a lil rant..

1 month ago | [YT] | 18

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

i used to have bad social anxiety for most of my life since when i was really really young but luckily rn for the past months i can see i am recovering from it and getting rid of it slowly which is good :D.

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1 month ago | [YT] | 11

𓁹☽𝕒𝕥𝕤𝕦🕯️๑

i just watched children of the sea, an anime, i am absolutely speechless, this was beyond beautiful, the visuals, everything it was just sooo -i don't have even words for it,the story was kinda hard to understand but otherwise i am absolutely speechless to my core man

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