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📘 MY BOOK – Creator, Father & Survivor

I wrote this book myself.
Not a ghostwriter. Not a brand. Me.

Creator, Father & Survivor is my real story — the parts you see on YouTube, and the parts you don’t.

This book goes deeper than the channel. It’s about real life, not highlight reels.

Inside the book, I talk honestly about:
• growing up and where I came from
• becoming a dad and what that responsibility really feels like
• mental health, anxiety, burnout, and coping
• work, pressure, money worries, and survival
• mistakes I’ve made and lessons I learned the hard way
• why creating content became more than “just YouTube”
• how chaos, humour, and honesty kept me going

If you’ve followed Random & Desperate, this is the unfiltered version — the backstory, the context, and the things that are hard to say on camera.

📚 WHERE TO GET IT

👉 View all formats here:
www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B0G576DJ65

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