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Ilona Ciunaite

This channel is for sincere seekers ready to see through the illusion of a separate self and awaken to what’s real. Through clear guidance, direct pointing, and honest self-inquiry, Ilona Ciunaite — author of Liberation Unleashed — helps you explore awakening as lived experience, not belief.

Discover how to look into direct experience, meet emotions with openness, and live from clarity and freedom. Subscribe and begin your journey home to what has never been lost.

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6:57

Two Movements of Seeking: Wanting Change and Wanting Stability

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11:22

The Hidden Trap of Seeking | Why It Never Ends

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1:05:23

Seeing Through What Isn’t True | What Awakening Really Is

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1:17:30

Seeing Through The Self Illusion. 8 - Week Experience

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Shared 3 weeks ago

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2:31

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1:33

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2:48

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2:56

Stop Searching. Start Looking Here.

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Shared 4 weeks ago

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2:36

I Don't Have Time for Self-inquiry

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3:36

What If Nothing Happens?

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3:31

Can you really do this on your own?

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3:18

You Think You’re Looking... But You’re Thinking

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56:55

Where Are You Looking From? (Q&A – Exploring This Together)

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53:59

What Happened to the Original Awakening Message? | Ananta Kranti

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When Clarity Feels Fleeting: Identity, Fear, and Everyday Life

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19:51

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59:12

When the “I” Is Seen as Experience

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What Is the Sense of Self, Really?

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8:56

Nothing I Wanted Happened… And Something Shifted

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19:22

After Awakening: Why the Body Still Contracts

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20:00

I Understand It All… But Nothing Has Shifted

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35:43

Meeting the Inner Child That Won’t Rest

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12:33

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56:10

Trust Yourself — The Key to Your Spiritual Awakening

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48:28

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What Is Deep Looking? How Awareness Opens the Heart

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The Illusion of SELF - Non-Duality Explained

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Shared 7 months ago

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Non Duality Explained: Awakening Beyond the Mind

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Shared 7 months ago

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The Illusion of Self: A Direct Guide to Awakening

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The Biggest Trap in Awakening: ‘I Get It Intellectually’

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The Truth About Awakening… and Why It Still Hurts

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