Warning LOOONG post incoming and also,, It is currently 1 AM as I write this and my mind is full of thoughts soooo Let's Go!!!!
I know I've thanked a ton this year, but I think this year, even if honestly awful, has been very rewarding for me creatively. There's been actual stuff and plans this year, and it's all just good to have.
Looking at the fact that in the past 3 months I've managed to make double the impact I've ever made the past 5 years has felt so satysfying.
6,5k subs was not even a goal for this year, and breaking my initial goal for Grim Grinning Ghosts Collab's by over 50k is just so nice from y'all, I couldn't be more greatful.
Grim Grinning Ghosts still kinda feels like a fever dream. I remember the moment in the call with all the collaborators where seconds after the premiere ended I've heard audible calls of excitement, like it didn't feel real and only as it ended everyone could feel proud of the work that's been done.
I think that moment might go down as my favourite this year. The ammount of joy this collab still brings me is unreal, and I sincerely hope it continues to make other people happy.
I kind of have a lot of more plans to execute very soon, there is a very exciting collab that you might know what it'd be if you've seen some of my twitter posts, and a short idea sitting in my head for the past 2 years, and even if it'd have a LOT going on, I think it'd still be a fun side project to get on. (Also another collab part that I think I just wanna finish soon so the collab can come out after a long while)
Once those both are done (hopefully) in December, I will take a break to focus on my IT related finals, and once they're done there will be quite a bit of time until the next ones so....there's potential for me to finish some projects I've started a long time ago. (Not for my channel but well, they need to be done.)
This is a LOT of planning that while I can't promise to execute perfectly since I am goimg thru the final year of high school, I can still try to engage myself into making more content.
I have a more so philosophy of, I want to approach my work to be unique and the best it can be, but I can't deny that in the right mindset I trurly enjoy creating content for the sake of doing it, not for the purpose of being the best (That is the one reason GGG Collab exists) and hopefully I will be able to zone into that mindset more with time, but only time will tell.
Special thanks to TFCraftProductions for really being someone who has helped me so much and pushed me thru this year in a way that motivated me to finish like, half of the content released this year, and strive for self-improvement (go check him out plz his content is worth a chef's kiss)
For now I just wanted to thank everyone again, and hopefully with more ideas and more....stuff, and with time, and new stuff coming in, and new ideas, more inspiration comes and more improvement in my methods and content. I usually am very restricted and honestly my guts scrunch and twist whenever I hear a lot of overboard compliments, but I still really appreciate them and hope to inspire more and more people.
For now, I will leave you all on a preview of that one collab I mentioned. Again, thank y'all and goooooood night :)))))
Ferg-E
Warning LOOONG post incoming and also,, It is currently 1 AM as I write this and my mind is full of thoughts soooo Let's Go!!!!
I know I've thanked a ton this year, but I think this year, even if honestly awful, has been very rewarding for me creatively. There's been actual stuff and plans this year, and it's all just good to have.
Looking at the fact that in the past 3 months I've managed to make double the impact I've ever made the past 5 years has felt so satysfying.
6,5k subs was not even a goal for this year, and breaking my initial goal for Grim Grinning Ghosts Collab's by over 50k is just so nice from y'all, I couldn't be more greatful.
Grim Grinning Ghosts still kinda feels like a fever dream. I remember the moment in the call with all the collaborators where seconds after the premiere ended I've heard audible calls of excitement, like it didn't feel real and only as it ended everyone could feel proud of the work that's been done.
I think that moment might go down as my favourite this year. The ammount of joy this collab still brings me is unreal, and I sincerely hope it continues to make other people happy.
I kind of have a lot of more plans to execute very soon, there is a very exciting collab that you might know what it'd be if you've seen some of my twitter posts, and a short idea sitting in my head for the past 2 years, and even if it'd have a LOT going on, I think it'd still be a fun side project to get on. (Also another collab part that I think I just wanna finish soon so the collab can come out after a long while)
Once those both are done (hopefully) in December, I will take a break to focus on my IT related finals, and once they're done there will be quite a bit of time until the next ones so....there's potential for me to finish some projects I've started a long time ago. (Not for my channel but well, they need to be done.)
This is a LOT of planning that while I can't promise to execute perfectly since I am goimg thru the final year of high school, I can still try to engage myself into making more content.
I have a more so philosophy of, I want to approach my work to be unique and the best it can be, but I can't deny that in the right mindset I trurly enjoy creating content for the sake of doing it, not for the purpose of being the best (That is the one reason GGG Collab exists) and hopefully I will be able to zone into that mindset more with time, but only time will tell.
Special thanks to TFCraftProductions for really being someone who has helped me so much and pushed me thru this year in a way that motivated me to finish like, half of the content released this year, and strive for self-improvement (go check him out plz his content is worth a chef's kiss)
For now I just wanted to thank everyone again, and hopefully with more ideas and more....stuff, and with time, and new stuff coming in, and new ideas, more inspiration comes and more improvement in my methods and content. I usually am very restricted and honestly my guts scrunch and twist whenever I hear a lot of overboard compliments, but I still really appreciate them and hope to inspire more and more people.
For now, I will leave you all on a preview of that one collab I mentioned. Again, thank y'all and goooooood night :)))))
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