So, I haven’t been able to make a video explaining this because well… it’s nearly impossible to. And I’ll explain more. So nearly 3-4 months ago I had to move back to my home state and am currently living with my dad and step mom. I live in the basement and we have my two nieces (3 and 4) and my nephew (10) living here. It’s an extremely loud house and I rarely get a minute of peace, I also have been told I need a full time job, regardless of my disability. So I’ve been extremely busy and tired. So why am I back here? Well a few months ago I picked up a friend from the air port who was kicked out of their home. After month we moved in together and things were going well. However they didn’t communicate with us (us being me and my other roommate) properly and would be extremely passive aggressive. I won’t sit here and say I was a perfect roommate cause that’s far from the truth, however what they did was violent and uncalled for. They broke ALL of our dishes, they broke our toaster, “joked” that now that the dishes at broken “now nobody can eat” I was genuinely terrified out of my mind. It was like living with my abusive mother again. I could barely sleep, I was scared, I would have to leave the house in the middle of the night to get air and cry. It was a nightmare. So after all this I had to move back in with my family to pick the pieces up of my life. As far as YouTube content goes, until I get my own place it’s extremely difficult to record here due to my nieces constantly screaming and coming downstairs to talk to me. I also don’t feel comfortable speaking about my usual topics because they’re often very dark and my family (and especially little kids) don’t need to hear them. I’m still active on Twitter, I still post art, and once my life is more under control I’ll come back. But for the time being I’m just not sure what I CAN do for YouTube content and I apologize. Im honestly just trying to take it one day at a time and I appreciate everyone’s patience with this. Love you all Thank you ❤️
RadPax
So, I haven’t been able to make a video explaining this because well… it’s nearly impossible to. And I’ll explain more.
So nearly 3-4 months ago I had to move back to my home state and am currently living with my dad and step mom. I live in the basement and we have my two nieces (3 and 4) and my nephew (10) living here. It’s an extremely loud house and I rarely get a minute of peace, I also have been told I need a full time job, regardless of my disability. So I’ve been extremely busy and tired.
So why am I back here? Well a few months ago I picked up a friend from the air port who was kicked out of their home. After month we moved in together and things were going well.
However they didn’t communicate with us (us being me and my other roommate) properly and would be extremely passive aggressive. I won’t sit here and say I was a perfect roommate cause that’s far from the truth, however what they did was violent and uncalled for. They broke ALL of our dishes, they broke our toaster, “joked” that now that the dishes at broken “now nobody can eat”
I was genuinely terrified out of my mind. It was like living with my abusive mother again. I could barely sleep, I was scared, I would have to leave the house in the middle of the night to get air and cry. It was a nightmare.
So after all this I had to move back in with my family to pick the pieces up of my life.
As far as YouTube content goes, until I get my own place it’s extremely difficult to record here due to my nieces constantly screaming and coming downstairs to talk to me. I also don’t feel comfortable speaking about my usual topics because they’re often very dark and my family (and especially little kids) don’t need to hear them. I’m still active on Twitter, I still post art, and once my life is more under control I’ll come back. But for the time being I’m just not sure what I CAN do for YouTube content and I apologize.
Im honestly just trying to take it one day at a time and I appreciate everyone’s patience with this. Love you all
Thank you ❤️
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