Dude, you don’t have to apologise, you’re in a tough situation and it sounds like if you were to make videos, it would just make your life even harder. Take as long as you need. You’re amazing Dude.
3 years ago | 24
I hope your situation gets better I'm sorry you were going through all that, don't worry we will be patient till you get back best of luck to you 💖💖
3 years ago | 5
I'm sorry to hear that your life is a mess right now. I really hope you can get through this situation soon! Don't rush yourself too much, just take it at a pace you're ok with. By the way, I really do miss your voice. 💜
3 years ago | 6
Take care. I'm in the same state of taking it one day at a time. Here's to a better future.❤
3 years ago | 3
It’s cool we get that your in a tight situation and recording wouldn’t be enjoyable for you and wouldn’t sound as good. Start when your comfortable to do so and don’t feel rushed most people will get it.I’m sure it will work out eventually until then rest and take care.👍
3 years ago | 8
Thank you for the update. I was worried about you as a youtube only follower. I'm glad you are ok though I'm sorry things aren't going as well as they could. Please continue to communicate with your family and be brave during this difficult time. I care about you so keep pushing forward at the pace you feel is best. I'm behind you! Don't worry about youtube just worry about yourself and the future you want. That's what matters. YouTube will be here whenever you are ready for it again. So will I. Love ya.
3 years ago | 12
you don't owe anybody an explanation or an apology, but i'm glad that you're okay. i was...worried, like someone else said i only really follow people on youtube--that is completely on me. don't feel pressured. come back when you're comfortable and actually can!
3 years ago | 3
Here in Florida I work at a place called a Hab Center just for people with disabilities, and while you do need to go onto Goverment assistance to work in one of 4these places, it's basically a full time job. On with, violent people, never be afraid of calling the Police on them, a little time in a cell and a few large men making hand gestures of disturbing sort (I want you to know what I mean,but I know you might have triggers for it.) And finally you need to just realize that things sometimes fall into place when we have been beaten by the world for all it is worth (I don't think your a religious person, but their are stories of people being tested by God/The Gods/The Goddess in ways which seem unfair and possibly disturbing.) You need to realize that it's just a bad day, not a bad life. Sire once this is done, you will find a place which will acknowledge you as a man despite being assigned female at birth and finally you will find compassion on a level you haven't even dreamed. Just keep going, you'll get there.
2 years ago | 0
I've just recently subscribed to you but don't worry you don't owe it to us to post...sending u love n peace. You'll get through this, it's only temporary. 🙏❤️❤
3 years ago | 1
Dued its fine dont apoligize your doing great and just hopefully move on things will get better soon
3 years ago | 1
Just do what you can for yourself, definitely focus on your own life and trying to keep on your feet. We'll be here when you get back. :)
3 years ago | 1
Oh crap dude, everything you’re going through takes precedence over trying to “entertain” us, we care about you, don’t feel like you have to prioritize one thing over another. You are loved, we can wait, take your time.
3 years ago | 2
Just wanted to say that we are still here wainting for you. Take your time and don't apologise for anything. Honestly I was looking for your channel because I didn't for some reason subscribed you and forgot your name so I write this late. I'm sure everything will be okay and even if now life might kinda suck, it will all be just a memories one day.
3 years ago | 1
RadPax
So, I haven’t been able to make a video explaining this because well… it’s nearly impossible to. And I’ll explain more.
So nearly 3-4 months ago I had to move back to my home state and am currently living with my dad and step mom. I live in the basement and we have my two nieces (3 and 4) and my nephew (10) living here. It’s an extremely loud house and I rarely get a minute of peace, I also have been told I need a full time job, regardless of my disability. So I’ve been extremely busy and tired.
So why am I back here? Well a few months ago I picked up a friend from the air port who was kicked out of their home. After month we moved in together and things were going well.
However they didn’t communicate with us (us being me and my other roommate) properly and would be extremely passive aggressive. I won’t sit here and say I was a perfect roommate cause that’s far from the truth, however what they did was violent and uncalled for. They broke ALL of our dishes, they broke our toaster, “joked” that now that the dishes at broken “now nobody can eat”
I was genuinely terrified out of my mind. It was like living with my abusive mother again. I could barely sleep, I was scared, I would have to leave the house in the middle of the night to get air and cry. It was a nightmare.
So after all this I had to move back in with my family to pick the pieces up of my life.
As far as YouTube content goes, until I get my own place it’s extremely difficult to record here due to my nieces constantly screaming and coming downstairs to talk to me. I also don’t feel comfortable speaking about my usual topics because they’re often very dark and my family (and especially little kids) don’t need to hear them. I’m still active on Twitter, I still post art, and once my life is more under control I’ll come back. But for the time being I’m just not sure what I CAN do for YouTube content and I apologize.
Im honestly just trying to take it one day at a time and I appreciate everyone’s patience with this. Love you all
Thank you ❤️
3 years ago | [YT] | 363