hey guys, I don't want want to make excuses but this week has been really rough for me due to things in my personal life. as you can tell, this has reflected on the stream. I've never been so inconsistent at streaming and I've been really hard on myself for that. I promise next week and the duration of the stream this summer will be better. I have really high expectations of myself and I've really fallen short of that as of late. I think that this alongside other factors in my life involving my family, relationships, personal confidence, and lack of sleep has made me really gloomy. it's hard to perform when personal necessities aren't in check. I guess I just don't feel good when I'm not performing up to my expectations which isn't a great mentality. anyways, thank you guys for putting up with me. I've been really opaque and it must've not been fun as someone who uses my streams to study. I've revamped a lot of my personal systems and resolved a lot of the issues. I'm confident that I'll bounce back stronger.
James Scholz
hey guys, I don't want want to make excuses but this week has been really rough for me due to things in my personal life. as you can tell, this has reflected on the stream. I've never been so inconsistent at streaming and I've been really hard on myself for that. I promise next week and the duration of the stream this summer will be better. I have really high expectations of myself and I've really fallen short of that as of late. I think that this alongside other factors in my life involving my family, relationships, personal confidence, and lack of sleep has made me really gloomy. it's hard to perform when personal necessities aren't in check. I guess I just don't feel good when I'm not performing up to my expectations which isn't a great mentality. anyways, thank you guys for putting up with me. I've been really opaque and it must've not been fun as someone who uses my streams to study. I've revamped a lot of my personal systems and resolved a lot of the issues. I'm confident that I'll bounce back stronger.
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