𝔻𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕝 ℤ

This is me when I am with friends and people but I still feel alone and lonely, because the world is messed up and people still think we should be happy and just live our lives, not realizing that this happiness they claim they live is just temporary and soon it will end for all of us.
How can I explain to them that enjoying our lives today will make our problem worse tomorrow?! How can I explain to them that I wanna be happy too but knowing that my happiness is gonna end soon doesn't allow me to be happy like them. It's like knowing that you gonna be tortured by terrorists tomorrow but you have to be happy today...
Well, I still keep that smile on my face though... but... Deep inside I am totally sad and mad, and I can't wait to do something with the people who really wanna flip this situation upside down.

4 years ago | [YT] | 38