Lemon Avenue

One can feel as though they cannot catch a break, with time flying by when can you catch up.I have an aunt who is dying from endometrial cancer whom I cannot find the time to go sit with anymore and a mother who is showing signs of confusion, signs like the first time she was diagnosed with a benign brain tumor. I am venting this is not cry for attention nor pitty, just venting. Perhaps someone else is going through the same if not worse than I, I know this is nothing compared to alot of people going through something.

All the while in my head I need to be a wife, a mother, a good friend, a crafter, a youtuber, an entrepreneur, a niece, a granddaughter, etc etc. Where is the time going ?

As a parent no one ever wants to see their child in pain. Nevertheless their 20 year old, first born baby. My daughter was a being a normal kid trying to tough out pain she had been having in her ear for awhile. She had in infection and left it untreated for close to 3 weeks. She does not currently reside at home or else I would have taken notice of fevers she was having.

The infection spread causing her to have Mastoiditis. I am sitting here reading all of your get well messages, your prayers and just every message on here and Instagram, they mean so much to me.

Amazing.

Clari is a tough kid and today she let some tears out. My oldest never cries, this is how I know Clarissa is in pain.I am praying that my Clarissa does not have to have surgery in the am. She is currently on a strong course of antibiotics.

I know that everything runs its course. That everything that happens is a lesson and a blessing. I have nothing but faith that God will see her through this. Cherish every minute of your day friends. Time is everything and its flying by. I wish I could stop time.


Thank you friends truly thank you,
Christina/LemonAvenue

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