Hello lovely people. First of all I really want to thank you for the love you've been giving my channel lately. 💜
A lot has happened in my life since I last talked to you like this. And the changes might have effects on my channel too. I've cut off my parents, moved to a different city and started university. I'm studying Korean language and literature. I'm living on my own for the first time ever in my life. I am cooking and taking responsibility for so many things. I've been living on saved up money so far but I need to find a job soon. When I made a Patreon back in spring, I was hoping it could serve this purpose, as well as help me buy a new laptop. Alas, nobody ever joined, and I stopped that from being an option.
Things have been have been hard, ngl, but I did a damn good job with everything so far. I'm very proud of myself. And I'm feeling much better these days since I'm not in that awful environment anymore.
Getting to how any of this will affect my channel. My laptop is very old. I rely on it for so many things. Even more so now with online classes. The problem is, if it breaks I cannot afford to buy a new one. And editing videos really takes a toll on it. So I had actually decided to take a break from making videos. The last video I uploaded had been sitting in my laptop almost completed for ages. So I made an exception for that, decided I would finish export and upload it, and then take a break. Originally I was going to make this post to announce that hiatus. But with the love and attention my videos have been getting lately, I have a lot of motivation and excitement for making videos now.
So ultimately, I don't know what I'm going to do, but taking a break would be the smarter option. I would actually be doomed if my laptop broke.
I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about both finding and maintaining a job, what with my mental health struggles. So I got back to thinking how nice it would be if I could have a functioning Patreon. But honestly, most likely nobody would join again, and even if people wanted to, like I said I probably should be taking a break all together rather than taking on more commitments regarding my youtube channel. I don't have much I can offer anyway. Last time I did early uploads there, and made text posts on the progress of making the videos. But not only is that not much, the text posts were all just full of my anxiety, and I doubt they would have been pleasant to read for anyone. Not to mention it was a stupid idea in the first place, because making enough money to buy a laptop would take forever.
At the end of all this rambling, we have not reached a conclusion 😂 I might be taking a break, but I also might not be taking a break. I would like to have something like Patreon, but I don't know if or how it could work. If anyone has any ideas, or if anyone would like to join in any capacity if I made anything, I would appreciate it if you let me know.
But in summary, a lot has changed in my life, and mostly for good! Also if I don't post much or at all, you now know why. I really wanted to talk to you.
ChimChimofBTS
Hello lovely people. First of all I really want to thank you for the love you've been giving my channel lately. 💜
A lot has happened in my life since I last talked to you like this. And the changes might have effects on my channel too. I've cut off my parents, moved to a different city and started university. I'm studying Korean language and literature. I'm living on my own for the first time ever in my life. I am cooking and taking responsibility for so many things. I've been living on saved up money so far but I need to find a job soon. When I made a Patreon back in spring, I was hoping it could serve this purpose, as well as help me buy a new laptop. Alas, nobody ever joined, and I stopped that from being an option.
Things have been have been hard, ngl, but I did a damn good job with everything so far. I'm very proud of myself. And I'm feeling much better these days since I'm not in that awful environment anymore.
Getting to how any of this will affect my channel. My laptop is very old. I rely on it for so many things. Even more so now with online classes. The problem is, if it breaks I cannot afford to buy a new one. And editing videos really takes a toll on it. So I had actually decided to take a break from making videos. The last video I uploaded had been sitting in my laptop almost completed for ages. So I made an exception for that, decided I would finish export and upload it, and then take a break. Originally I was going to make this post to announce that hiatus. But with the love and attention my videos have been getting lately, I have a lot of motivation and excitement for making videos now.
So ultimately, I don't know what I'm going to do, but taking a break would be the smarter option. I would actually be doomed if my laptop broke.
I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about both finding and maintaining a job, what with my mental health struggles. So I got back to thinking how nice it would be if I could have a functioning Patreon. But honestly, most likely nobody would join again, and even if people wanted to, like I said I probably should be taking a break all together rather than taking on more commitments regarding my youtube channel. I don't have much I can offer anyway. Last time I did early uploads there, and made text posts on the progress of making the videos. But not only is that not much, the text posts were all just full of my anxiety, and I doubt they would have been pleasant to read for anyone. Not to mention it was a stupid idea in the first place, because making enough money to buy a laptop would take forever.
At the end of all this rambling, we have not reached a conclusion 😂 I might be taking a break, but I also might not be taking a break. I would like to have something like Patreon, but I don't know if or how it could work. If anyone has any ideas, or if anyone would like to join in any capacity if I made anything, I would appreciate it if you let me know.
But in summary, a lot has changed in my life, and mostly for good! Also if I don't post much or at all, you now know why. I really wanted to talk to you.
💜
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