Good morning everyone! How are we all doing? I felt like I needed to write this because amongst the lovely and kind messages I’ve been getting I’ve also had a few really pushy ones demanding content about literally anything to be made to save them from boredom. Whilst I totally appreciate the boredom, we’re all in the same boat here 🤪 I have to say I’m not a performing monkey 🐒 and I mean that in the most lighthearted sense, because I know it seems harsh, BUT, it does sometimes feel like people don’t care how I’m feeling, they just want me to ‘entertain’. The pressure of feeling like I have to create content right now is the thing I’m struggling with the most. A few of you have been asking where I’ve gone. Well I haven’t physically gone anywhere haha and did post a note on YouTube a couple of weeks ago which said I’ll let you know what I decide when it comes to a filming schedule, but clearly some people missed that 🙈 But I’m going to say the exact same in this note, I don’t know when my next video will be but I am fine and dealing with things the best I can. I’m active on Instagram on both my main account and my personal account so you can see snippets of bits and bobs over there, and evidence that I am still present on the internet super highway.
I have hundreds of videos on my channel, so maybe there are some that you’ve missed and can watch, there are lots of other videos on YouTube (millions in fact 🙊), podcasts, books, Netflix, Disney+, video calling friends & family, cleaning, going for a walk or exercise etc. etc. So whilst I appreciate you miss my videos, and it really is lovely that you do 💞, I’m sure you can all survive without them until I’m good and ready to film again. I can’t really explain how I’m feeling at the moment, I’m mainly unmotivated and if I’m not motivated that’s not a good mindset to be in to create videos. Being on YouTube isn’t just a ‘job’ it’s my life, which can be pretty intense as work and life are merged into one, there are no boundaries, it’s unlike any other career/job. So I’m personally welcoming and enjoying the break I’m having right now but trust me when I say I’m doing my hardest to will myself 💪🏼 to get some motivation to film some videos for you but unfortunately it’s not as easy as just ‘snapping out of it’ 🙈
Right, now I’m off to listen to all the true crime podcasts you recommended over on my IG because I literally cannot get enough of them 🙌🏼
Emma Hill
Good morning everyone! How are we all doing?
I felt like I needed to write this because amongst the lovely and kind messages I’ve been getting I’ve also had a few really pushy ones demanding content about literally anything to be made to save them from boredom. Whilst I totally appreciate the boredom, we’re all in the same boat here 🤪 I have to say I’m not a performing monkey 🐒 and I mean that in the most lighthearted sense, because I know it seems harsh, BUT, it does sometimes feel like people don’t care how I’m feeling, they just want me to ‘entertain’. The pressure of feeling like I have to create content right now is the thing I’m struggling with the most.
A few of you have been asking where I’ve gone. Well I haven’t physically gone anywhere haha and did post a note on YouTube a couple of weeks ago which said I’ll let you know what I decide when it comes to a filming schedule, but clearly some people missed that 🙈 But I’m going to say the exact same in this note, I don’t know when my next video will be but I am fine and dealing with things the best I can. I’m active on Instagram on both my main account and my personal account so you can see snippets of bits and bobs over there, and evidence that I am still present on the internet super highway.
I have hundreds of videos on my channel, so maybe there are some that you’ve missed and can watch, there are lots of other videos on YouTube (millions in fact 🙊), podcasts, books, Netflix, Disney+, video calling friends & family, cleaning, going for a walk or exercise etc. etc. So whilst I appreciate you miss my videos, and it really is lovely that you do 💞, I’m sure you can all survive without them until I’m good and ready to film again.
I can’t really explain how I’m feeling at the moment, I’m mainly unmotivated and if I’m not motivated that’s not a good mindset to be in to create videos. Being on YouTube isn’t just a ‘job’ it’s my life, which can be pretty intense as work and life are merged into one, there are no boundaries, it’s unlike any other career/job. So I’m personally welcoming and enjoying the break I’m having right now but trust me when I say I’m doing my hardest to will myself 💪🏼 to get some motivation to film some videos for you but unfortunately it’s not as easy as just ‘snapping out of it’ 🙈
Right, now I’m off to listen to all the true crime podcasts you recommended over on my IG because I literally cannot get enough of them 🙌🏼
Stay safe and sending lots of love to you all 💞
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