It's an odd remorseful feeling in a way that I'm going to have to start studying for going to college after this summer, as well as hopefully finding a job and working. I used to be really happy about drawing, but now I never really do it anymore. I'm still filled with amazing ideas, but I fail to live up to my own expectations and usually quit drawing after barely lifting the pen. (depression ment) This is mainly because of my depression worsening I think, I've gotten so much worse with self-loathing thoughts than I used to be. I don't even have the motivation to write as often lately, and I've fallen behind watching almost all of my favorite youtubers. The way you make your tutorials funny and lighthearted definitely manages to take off a lot of the pressure I put on myself though. I'm not going to have time to draw likely at all in the future, but you know, maybe it'll be good for me to have something else to stress about. :P Maybe I'll wither my way through college and come out on the other side like, phew, my art may suck but it's still way less stressful than college! (Or maybe not... but yeah.)
3 years ago | 0
Oh this hit me like a brick, i remember clearly saying in summer i will draw a lot :(( I havent pick up the pen since then
3 years ago
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Why you gotta me dirty like this :’)) but honestly though, even after finishing my semester, i’ve put off drawing for so long it’s hard to get back into it
3 years ago
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maybe if i was actually proud of anything i make i'd actually draw and improve :sob:
3 years ago (edited)
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ik this is tru but i NEED to start building my portfolio for college 😢
3 years ago
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fuck ive put off drawing so long because I've been busy with school, this felt like a slap in the face but it's true
3 years ago | 0
Xabio Arts
Shoutout to all the burnt out college kids. Life sucks but that's not your fault. You're doing great and I'm proud of you!
3 years ago | [YT] | 280