Hey all. Sorry I haven't been active in so long; things are rather difficult at home. I'm currently in the midst of filing for an amicable divorce, and as of right now projected living situations on my end have drastically changed. I've felt very alone for a considerable amount of time, and I believe the upcoming months will be my first time truly alone. I'm an essential worker, so quarantine doesn't necessarily apply to me; I've been working overtime during all of this. Even still, work is somehow ramping up production further and I'm not so certain when my next day off will be due to them being allowed to force weekend shifts, and, uh...yeah, my life is kinda falling apart to be honest. I really do want to make more music, but I keep finding myself in a situation where I want to use my free time to distance myself from stress rather than upset myself by not being able to start a project. I don't know when I'll be able to compose again. Going for years without feeling truly loved is difficult, and it will likely worsen in the near future, but with any luck I can move on with my life and find someone I resonate better with, and maybe get a better job as well. Eventually.
Radiarc
Hey all. Sorry I haven't been active in so long; things are rather difficult at home. I'm currently in the midst of filing for an amicable divorce, and as of right now projected living situations on my end have drastically changed. I've felt very alone for a considerable amount of time, and I believe the upcoming months will be my first time truly alone. I'm an essential worker, so quarantine doesn't necessarily apply to me; I've been working overtime during all of this. Even still, work is somehow ramping up production further and I'm not so certain when my next day off will be due to them being allowed to force weekend shifts, and, uh...yeah, my life is kinda falling apart to be honest. I really do want to make more music, but I keep finding myself in a situation where I want to use my free time to distance myself from stress rather than upset myself by not being able to start a project. I don't know when I'll be able to compose again. Going for years without feeling truly loved is difficult, and it will likely worsen in the near future, but with any luck I can move on with my life and find someone I resonate better with, and maybe get a better job as well.
Eventually.
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