I got hit with a pretty bad flu, RIGHT after my dislocated shoulder and ankle situation, so this past week has been genuinely terrible and I’m sorry for that! I just got my voice back yesterday and I’m feeling MUCH better, so I’m hoping that videos should be back to normal starting Friday.
I want to thank those of you who reached out in concern, or left some kind words for me! You are absolutely incredible and I cannot thank you enough, seriously.
That being said, I might make a video talking about some things that have been going on, because I can only say so much in one community post. If you’d like to wait for my video talking about all of this and more, feel free to skip the rest of this and have a LOVELY day/evening.
I love ya’ll ❤️
For those of you who want to know more about what’s up, here you are!!
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Feeling terrible physically and being unable to get out of bed for days seemed to also have a really bad impact on my mental health, and that’s something that’ll take a little longer for me to recover from. I’ve discovered that being on YouTube while also being in a bad mental state, is honestly just a terrible combination.
A surprising amount of people on here are toxic beyond belief, and it’s been getting to me more than I’d like to admit. I’ve said before that I am NOT a video factory, and I do this only because I love it. I love when I’m able to crank out near daily videos, believe me, but please understand that yelling at me because you’re not getting a certain video fast enough will not help. I’m so glad that you guys love one of the games I’m playing! But please avoid calling me horrible names when I’m not playing the game you want, or when I don’t post enough for your liking.
Coming back from this sickness and getting ready to record, and seeing a wave of cruel people like that? It crushes me. If you want a fully uploaded video with stellar combat gameplay for the games I play, please look up a walkthrough. I just want to have fun and play the games I love, that’s all.
Some say to ignore the rude comments, and while I appreciate the sentiment, I feel like that’s sweeping this behavior under the rug. I don’t feel like it’s too much to ask for people not to harass me in the comments here and on my Instagram, so please. Be kind. It’s gotten to the point where I’ve considered stopping myself from reading my YouTube comments entirely, which I HATE because there are so many of you out there who are so so kind and have such wonderful input to give about these games!! But I’m so tired. Reading these nasty comments and then having to pretend like they don’t exist just isn’t something I can do while battling my depression.
I’ve considered starting my Twitch streams soon, to have a nice cozy spot where I can play a fun game and hang out with some of you lovely people! It’s hard to put hours upon hours of effort into filming and then editing videos, only to have it never be enough for some people. I am exhausted and sad and lonely, and I just want to play some fun video games. I’ve gotten into playing Dead by Daylight recently, so if you’d be interested in hanging out with me while I play, let me know! Or if you have any other cozy game suggestions for streaming, please let me know!
To make a really long story short, please be kind. To me and to EVERYONE else in the community! All I’ve ever wanted is to build up our little group of nerds who love video games, and who just want to spread positivity. I’m too sad to handle the toxic nature of YouTube, and I’m really trying to work on that. I just wanted to vent and share some of my thoughts with you all! I’ll have a lot more to say in my video talking about this, and that should come a little later.
If you made it this far, thank you. I know that the majority of this community is kind and WONDERFUL, and I really need to be reminded of that in times like these. My body will heal, and my mind will get there eventually.
Please stay safe, and stay healthy. Stay kind, too.
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Heya guys! I’m alive, so no worries!!
I got hit with a pretty bad flu, RIGHT after my dislocated shoulder and ankle situation, so this past week has been genuinely terrible and I’m sorry for that! I just got my voice back yesterday and I’m feeling MUCH better, so I’m hoping that videos should be back to normal starting Friday.
I want to thank those of you who reached out in concern, or left some kind words for me! You are absolutely incredible and I cannot thank you enough, seriously.
That being said, I might make a video talking about some things that have been going on, because I can only say so much in one community post. If you’d like to wait for my video talking about all of this and more, feel free to skip the rest of this and have a LOVELY day/evening.
I love ya’ll ❤️
For those of you who want to know more about what’s up, here you are!!
~~~~
Feeling terrible physically and being unable to get out of bed for days seemed to also have a really bad impact on my mental health, and that’s something that’ll take a little longer for me to recover from. I’ve discovered that being on YouTube while also being in a bad mental state, is honestly just a terrible combination.
A surprising amount of people on here are toxic beyond belief, and it’s been getting to me more than I’d like to admit. I’ve said before that I am NOT a video factory, and I do this only because I love it. I love when I’m able to crank out near daily videos, believe me, but please understand that yelling at me because you’re not getting a certain video fast enough will not help. I’m so glad that you guys love one of the games I’m playing! But please avoid calling me horrible names when I’m not playing the game you want, or when I don’t post enough for your liking.
Coming back from this sickness and getting ready to record, and seeing a wave of cruel people like that? It crushes me. If you want a fully uploaded video with stellar combat gameplay for the games I play, please look up a walkthrough. I just want to have fun and play the games I love, that’s all.
Some say to ignore the rude comments, and while I appreciate the sentiment, I feel like that’s sweeping this behavior under the rug. I don’t feel like it’s too much to ask for people not to harass me in the comments here and on my Instagram, so please. Be kind. It’s gotten to the point where I’ve considered stopping myself from reading my YouTube comments entirely, which I HATE because there are so many of you out there who are so so kind and have such wonderful input to give about these games!! But I’m so tired. Reading these nasty comments and then having to pretend like they don’t exist just isn’t something I can do while battling my depression.
I’ve considered starting my Twitch streams soon, to have a nice cozy spot where I can play a fun game and hang out with some of you lovely people! It’s hard to put hours upon hours of effort into filming and then editing videos, only to have it never be enough for some people. I am exhausted and sad and lonely, and I just want to play some fun video games. I’ve gotten into playing Dead by Daylight recently, so if you’d be interested in hanging out with me while I play, let me know! Or if you have any other cozy game suggestions for streaming, please let me know!
To make a really long story short, please be kind. To me and to EVERYONE else in the community! All I’ve ever wanted is to build up our little group of nerds who love video games, and who just want to spread positivity. I’m too sad to handle the toxic nature of YouTube, and I’m really trying to work on that. I just wanted to vent and share some of my thoughts with you all! I’ll have a lot more to say in my video talking about this, and that should come a little later.
If you made it this far, thank you. I know that the majority of this community is kind and WONDERFUL, and I really need to be reminded of that in times like these. My body will heal, and my mind will get there eventually.
Please stay safe, and stay healthy. Stay kind, too.
I love you all ❤️
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