So I’m sorry that I’ve been quiet lately. Life pulled a “Jurassic Park” on me and ‘Found a Way’… And by ‘Found a Way’, I mean it found a way to throw a slew of cascading health issues into the gears of my life—just big blocks of permafrost and pain consisting of my spine, my teeth, down to my kidneys, and unfortunately also causing big slips back in my managing of my mental health. The only semi silver lining is that THUS FAR, I’ve been able to keep the darkness at bay from causing COMPLETE and TOTAL chaos through it’s wrecking havoc upon my life.
To put it simply: I am very tired.
So today I’ll be taking a page out of Rocky’s book:
“It ain’t about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.”
So yeah, I’ll keep trying, even if my brain and heart are dead to the world temporarily… I promise I will keep trying.
I’ll do so until I fail.
At which point I will curse the ground upon which I have fallen before clumsily managing to stand up to try again.
Because I am one stubborn ginger son of a bitch… And no one gets to beat me into submission but ME damnit! 🤬
Thank you guys again so much for your constant love and support and patience; I F****** love this community so much. I have found lately that due to overall improvement over the past few years. I am finding it difficult to disappoint people by admitting that I have approached the precipice once again, but I have also decided in the past day that that is bullshit . Because I love being able to talk about these things openly and the honest connections that come from vulnerability.
Oh, and remember, Mickey fucking loves ya! 🫡❤️
-A Spiders Web-
This mirror dances atop the cracks of a spider’s glass I sit but and stare My stare upon it there In gazed shadows, reflecting a shameful past
Dano Nepveux
Hey hi and hello friends.
So I’m sorry that I’ve been quiet lately.
Life pulled a “Jurassic Park” on me and ‘Found a Way’…
And by ‘Found a Way’, I mean it found a way to throw a slew of cascading health issues into the gears of my life—just big blocks of permafrost and pain consisting of my spine, my teeth, down to my kidneys, and unfortunately also causing big slips back in my managing of my mental health.
The only semi silver lining is that THUS FAR, I’ve been able to keep the darkness at bay from causing COMPLETE and TOTAL chaos through it’s wrecking havoc upon my life.
To put it simply: I am very tired.
So today I’ll be taking a page out of Rocky’s book:
“It ain’t about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward.”
So yeah, I’ll keep trying, even if my brain and heart are dead to the world temporarily…
I promise I will keep trying.
I’ll do so until I fail.
At which point I will curse the ground upon which I have fallen before clumsily managing to stand up to try again.
Because I am one stubborn ginger son of a bitch…
And no one gets to beat me into submission but ME damnit! 🤬
Thank you guys again so much for your constant love and support and patience; I F****** love this community so much.
I have found lately that due to overall improvement over the past few years. I am finding it difficult to disappoint people by admitting that I have approached the precipice once again, but I have also decided in the past day that that is bullshit .
Because I love being able to talk about these things openly and the honest connections that come from vulnerability.
Oh, and remember, Mickey fucking loves ya!
🫡❤️
-A Spiders Web-
This mirror dances atop the cracks of a spider’s glass
I sit but and stare
My stare upon it there
In gazed shadows, reflecting a shameful past
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