hi vent/rant post ;w; i dont have anyone much to talk to so i wanna talk to u guys abt it.. your advice always warms me and makes me feel better 🩷🩷🩷 warning zzz…
my guardian denying i have adhd and autism and any mental illness cus its “not on my paper” when i haven’t been retested for anything bc she wont take me lol ok whatever
what the fuck do u mean i dont have them literally every fucking therapist, counselor, and psychiatrist ive EVER met has told me directly “yeah no u definitely have [insert form of neurodivergency]” and i cwnt get offically diagnosed bc YOU DONT TAKE ME TO MY APPOINTMENTS BC YOU THINK IM NORMAL. THERE IS LITERALLY NO REASON TO not think i dont have this especially ADHD of all of them. neurodivergency and mental illness is literally extremely heriditary. my behavior is not normal. my struggles arent fucking hormonal. ill never ever be fucking normal or a normal kid with a healthy stable life and its because of people like you. you cant deny what multiple professionals say because you dont think something. we dont fucking care what u think! u dropped out of high school! you clearly aren’t smart enough. she literally said “ur trying to have something u dont have!” MY GOD YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE YOU WERENT EVEN HERE FOR THE TRAUMA I SUFFERED FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING DUE TO MY DISABILITIES DUDE I LITERALLYGOT BEAT FOR MISUNDERSTANDING THINGS?? BY UR OWN FUCKING BLOOD U DEFENDED TOO?? DJWK2WIDIWKEKSKWK😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
also, guess what this argument sparked from. i said “yeah no i drink coffee bc it tastes good caffeine doesn’t work for me bc i have adhd” then i got all scientific and explained why the chemicals go against each other which prevents caffeine from working in my brain and keeping me energized
every time i bring up something is extremely wrong with me or i ask when im going back to psychologists they brush it off and tell me im normal. i wouldnt act the way i act if i was normal. i probably wouldnt get into controversy every 2 months if i was normal. i am in a never ending spiral and cycle of hating living in this flesh i just appeared in. god.
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hi vent/rant post ;w; i dont have anyone much to talk to so i wanna talk to u guys abt it.. your advice always warms me and makes me feel better 🩷🩷🩷 warning zzz…
my guardian denying i have adhd and autism and any mental illness cus its “not on my paper” when i haven’t been retested for anything bc she wont take me lol ok whatever
what the fuck do u mean i dont have them literally every fucking therapist, counselor, and psychiatrist ive EVER met has told me directly “yeah no u definitely have [insert form of neurodivergency]” and i cwnt get offically diagnosed bc YOU DONT TAKE ME TO MY APPOINTMENTS BC YOU THINK IM NORMAL. THERE IS LITERALLY NO REASON TO not think i dont have this especially ADHD of all of them. neurodivergency and mental illness is literally extremely heriditary. my behavior is not normal. my struggles arent fucking hormonal. ill never ever be fucking normal or a normal kid with a healthy stable life and its because of people like you. you cant deny what multiple professionals say because you dont think something. we dont fucking care what u think! u dropped out of high school! you clearly aren’t smart enough. she literally said “ur trying to have something u dont have!” MY GOD YOU DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE YOU WERENT EVEN HERE FOR THE TRAUMA I SUFFERED FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING DUE TO MY DISABILITIES DUDE I LITERALLYGOT BEAT FOR MISUNDERSTANDING THINGS?? BY UR OWN FUCKING BLOOD U DEFENDED TOO?? DJWK2WIDIWKEKSKWK😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
also, guess what this argument sparked from. i said “yeah no i drink coffee bc it tastes good caffeine doesn’t work for me bc i have adhd” then i got all scientific and explained why the chemicals go against each other which prevents caffeine from working in my brain and keeping me energized
every time i bring up something is extremely wrong with me or i ask when im going back to psychologists they brush it off and tell me im normal. i wouldnt act the way i act if i was normal. i probably wouldnt get into controversy every 2 months if i was normal. i am in a never ending spiral and cycle of hating living in this flesh i just appeared in. god.
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