nathophobia

fwoooooogh my eyes hurt

sorry 2 community posts same day this is getting deleted at some point for sure

i feel really immature doing this but i dont see why now is a good time to suddenly start acting mature


my head just really hurts

i want to vent but i cant

im being watched

maybe it just feels that way

maybe no one cares

i havent really talked about this publicly on the internet because i just dont feel like its the right place. especially not here where people want entertainment. bad mental health isnt entertainment at all. i dont judge people who do, though. everyone has different ways of getting their feelings out

anyways, i havent really talked about it publicly but sometimes before i go to bed i get a feeling that i wont wake up again in the morning
tonight that feeling is back
im not in the best mental state right now
i really need to talk
but i cant
theres no one i can talk to while feeling safe
even if there is, they cant help me fix anything
idk this is dumb lol

im being super naive rn

this feels wrong

everything does

good night

10 months ago | [YT] | 2