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THE FEELING OF BEING OF BULLIED {AT SCHOOL}
(Girls edition..)

For a girl, being bullied is not just a thing. And yes, i have experienced being bullied at my class by both girls and boys. No one used to talk with me till class 6th. I never had a "friend circle" in my class. Not because I wasn't interested with them but also they used to do ragging with me just because IM BROWN. Tbh my skin isn't brown but it's golden tan(means both fair and brown). It wasn't easy for me. I was so broken that time. Boys used to call me "black". I used to ignore them like anything. Im 6th, I used to hate myself like anything... I was a average student that time.... When I was in class 7th, I was teacher's favourite, not because I used to do teacher's chamchagiri (i basically don't do), but my teacher saw that ONE thing which I used to expect from my classmates. I was/am very simple. Like no makeup. No hairstyles. No bad words. Not bullying someone. I used to complete my work.
One day, I got a batch of discipline and punctual. Everyone was shock. Cz I was only the girl who got 1+ batches from class teacher(basically that batch was given by my principal but my class teacher gave me). Everyone was like oohhhh. Cause they were used to think me as a NOOB. A ugly girl who is worse at everything. And from that day only, they were giving me their attention like h3ll. My class boys used to call me "Tun Tun Mausi" (it's kinda funny but not for me). Bro like I'm not fat nor thin...like tbh I have a hourglass ⏳ body shape🌚hahah.. even jo boys mujhe ye sab kehte the na like vo log mere shoulder tak ke bhi nhi the💀😂. Aur mujhe tum tun mausi kehne se pehle unhone khud ko dekha hai?? Like mere samne na vo skeleton 🦴 lag rhe the bhai👄🥴. I was like "beta aukat dekh ke baat karo" 💀.
Yk... Ek ladki ke upar baas ek dhag lg jaye na toh uska ego hurt hota hai aur usse bhi jyada uska aatma samman. And for me my self respect is my everything. Like ek ladki pe koi ilzam lg jaye toh vo kisi bhi had tak jayegi vo dhang mitane ko..
So my msg to those who thinks themselves as "cOoll" :- stop bullying someone. Agar vese hi bully aapko kare toh?
Im not insecure. But I just want that jo bacche cOoll haina unki akad sudharni hai . And yes. My classmates are changed
Now I'm not in school but those who used to dislike me , are asking me notes 😌

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