I'm making a decision. I'm taking a full hiatus from content creation. Right now I'm still just a kid. Right now I'm just playing video games and don't have the right energy for livestreaming or doing other remixes on a $20 mobile DAW and switching to another one is already spooky.
My dad is on the road to becoming a DJ (again, he's been at it before), so I might try learning CDJs and Ableton production with him, but that's likely not super soon. My mental health has been getting better, but I need to make sure high school is good for the next two years before I graduate. When I do I MAY come back as I'll get a full 1-year break (I hope), but I may just get a job by then doing something I'm actually more passionate about, which is building desktops for gamers like YOU in my area. I've been obsessing over PC specs for a few years now, and I love learning more about it. I also want to be a novel author as a side hustle, which won't leave much time for YouTube, sadly.
This is a long term situation though. Right now I just want to make sure I'm not stressing myself out with school. The future of this channel is uncertain. I'm not taking it or any of my videos down anytime soon, so don't count on that (you're welcome). I don't want to bother making a third channel reboot anyways😭
There's one last secret project I wanted to work on last year I want to at least put effort into seeing through. One more music related project may be coming up, but it depends if the team I'm doing it for is happy with it (including myself). I'm hoping I get called for it soon but I guess the team wants to make sure the whole rest of the project is final before getting me really involved in it.
I've done some crazy things since I started my YouTube journey as a 10-year-old, and to be honest I really should NOT have started at that time. I did stupid crap and got into controversy a few times, but I learned from it every single time (for the most part, I still personally disagree with some of the people I fought with back in the day😅). I won't explain the things I did because it was a while ago and it's not even the worst of things a crazy 11-13 year old could get in trouble for who didn't really know any better. But if you're old enough and were there when I went by a different name, you probably know what I mean here. And really if those things never happened, I probably wouldn't even be the same guy I am today. I might not have matured the same way.
I'm back where I was 10 years ago; a kid with crazy imaginations of fictional worlds I want to tell about, and play video games. That's always where my heart has been. I love music, just not enough to make my own right now. You'll probably see me again in the future if you're looking for me, on here or somewhere else, and following my true passions there. That's all for now, follow your crazy dreams🫡
Sincerely, Dimitrius Films/EndTheEnders. Whatever one you're familiar with.
EndTheEnders
I'm making a decision. I'm taking a full hiatus from content creation.
Right now I'm still just a kid. Right now I'm just playing video games and don't have the right energy for livestreaming or doing other remixes on a $20 mobile DAW and switching to another one is already spooky.
My dad is on the road to becoming a DJ (again, he's been at it before), so I might try learning CDJs and Ableton production with him, but that's likely not super soon.
My mental health has been getting better, but I need to make sure high school is good for the next two years before I graduate. When I do I MAY come back as I'll get a full 1-year break (I hope), but I may just get a job by then doing something I'm actually more passionate about, which is building desktops for gamers like YOU in my area. I've been obsessing over PC specs for a few years now, and I love learning more about it. I also want to be a novel author as a side hustle, which won't leave much time for YouTube, sadly.
This is a long term situation though. Right now I just want to make sure I'm not stressing myself out with school. The future of this channel is uncertain. I'm not taking it or any of my videos down anytime soon, so don't count on that (you're welcome). I don't want to bother making a third channel reboot anyways😭
There's one last secret project I wanted to work on last year I want to at least put effort into seeing through. One more music related project may be coming up, but it depends if the team I'm doing it for is happy with it (including myself). I'm hoping I get called for it soon but I guess the team wants to make sure the whole rest of the project is final before getting me really involved in it.
I've done some crazy things since I started my YouTube journey as a 10-year-old, and to be honest I really should NOT have started at that time. I did stupid crap and got into controversy a few times, but I learned from it every single time (for the most part, I still personally disagree with some of the people I fought with back in the day😅). I won't explain the things I did because it was a while ago and it's not even the worst of things a crazy 11-13 year old could get in trouble for who didn't really know any better. But if you're old enough and were there when I went by a different name, you probably know what I mean here. And really if those things never happened, I probably wouldn't even be the same guy I am today. I might not have matured the same way.
I'm back where I was 10 years ago; a kid with crazy imaginations of fictional worlds I want to tell about, and play video games. That's always where my heart has been. I love music, just not enough to make my own right now. You'll probably see me again in the future if you're looking for me, on here or somewhere else, and following my true passions there.
That's all for now, follow your crazy dreams🫡
Sincerely,
Dimitrius Films/EndTheEnders. Whatever one you're familiar with.
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