I never really talked about this before, but… I lowkey just want to quit everything my socials, editing, all of it. I just want to go back to being a normal Ishna, like I used to be before all this. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I put into myself and my work, it always feels like it’s never enough. I keep pushing, trying to improve, trying to be better but somehow, I still fall short. Maybe I just have too many skill issues. Maybe I’m not made for this.I wish I could edit like those big editors, the ones who make everything look so effortless. I’ve spent hours, days, nights trying my absolute best, pouring everything I have into what I do. But still… I never go viral. All I get are hate posts, hate comments, low views, low subs just nothing in return.It hurts. I’m honestly so tired ,tired of trying so hard and feeling like it doesn’t matter,tired of giving my everything and still being invisible. I just want to breathe again… to feel like myself again.
Ishie 🇮🇳(inactive)
I never really talked about this before, but… I lowkey just want to quit everything my socials, editing, all of it. I just want to go back to being a normal Ishna, like I used to be before all this.
No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I put into myself and my work, it always feels like it’s never enough. I keep pushing, trying to improve, trying to be better but somehow, I still fall short. Maybe I just have too many skill issues. Maybe I’m not made for this.I wish I could edit like those big editors, the ones who make everything look so effortless. I’ve spent hours, days, nights trying my absolute best, pouring everything I have into what I do. But still… I never go viral. All I get are hate posts, hate comments, low views, low subs just nothing in return.It hurts. I’m honestly so tired ,tired of trying so hard and feeling like it doesn’t matter,tired of giving my everything and still being invisible. I just want to breathe again… to feel like myself again.
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