Not sure who sees these posts.. but I just wanted to check in with you guys!
I know it's been a couple of years since I have posted on here consistently.. And I'm always trying to make sure that what I DO post won't just dilute the content from the past.. but I'm being vulnerable with you when I say that I feel like I'm caught in a catch 22 loop.
Side 1 of the coin.. I would love nothing more than to get back on a regular YouTube posting schedule!
Side 2.. it's just so heartbreaking to see videos that I put a lot of work into, get nearly zero traction. And I realize that this is probably just the process of a creator, but it's been increasingly hard to see the appeal of posting videos when I am having success in my actual Film Industry career.
So I'm still struggling as I have been for years now, between wanting to express myself creatively and have a regular connection with you all (I love you guys and the community we have built).. and not caring about the numbers.
All this text is to just say.. I have not forgotten about you. I think about you all every day, and I hope I can force myself to create some talking videos again soon!
Ruustic
Not sure who sees these posts.. but I just wanted to check in with you guys!
I know it's been a couple of years since I have posted on here consistently.. And I'm always trying to make sure that what I DO post won't just dilute the content from the past.. but I'm being vulnerable with you when I say that I feel like I'm caught in a catch 22 loop.
Side 1 of the coin.. I would love nothing more than to get back on a regular YouTube posting schedule!
Side 2.. it's just so heartbreaking to see videos that I put a lot of work into, get nearly zero traction. And I realize that this is probably just the process of a creator, but it's been increasingly hard to see the appeal of posting videos when I am having success in my actual Film Industry career.
So I'm still struggling as I have been for years now, between wanting to express myself creatively and have a regular connection with you all (I love you guys and the community we have built).. and not caring about the numbers.
All this text is to just say.. I have not forgotten about you. I think about you all every day, and I hope I can force myself to create some talking videos again soon!
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