Hey. The past few weeks have been rough. I have been going through some personal stuff with my family. On top of all of that, my dad was diagnosed with liver cancer. I struggle with feeling guilty feeling “bad” because while I LOVE my dad, we were not that close growing up, and I was more or less raised by my mom.
Again, I have no negative feelings towards my dad, and he did the best he could, at the time.
I think I have been struggling with the fact that both my parents are aging, and sadly, it’s been tough for both of them.
With that being said, I have been doing pretty bad mentally. I know I haven’t posted much recently, and the last video that went up was recorded about 2 weeks ago. I hope to feel better soon, but I am not sure when that will be.
Thank you all for the support, and it was definitely good to visit San Diego and see my family a bit. That’s where these pictures come from.
ObesetoBeast
Hey. The past few weeks have been rough. I have been going through some personal stuff with my family. On top of all of that, my dad was diagnosed with liver cancer. I struggle with feeling guilty feeling “bad” because while I LOVE my dad, we were not that close growing up, and I was more or less raised by my mom.
Again, I have no negative feelings towards my dad, and he did the best he could, at the time.
I think I have been struggling with the fact that both my parents are aging, and sadly, it’s been tough for both of them.
With that being said, I have been doing pretty bad mentally. I know I haven’t posted much recently, and the last video that went up was recorded about 2 weeks ago. I hope to feel better soon, but I am not sure when that will be.
Thank you all for the support, and it was definitely good to visit San Diego and see my family a bit. That’s where these pictures come from.
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