I know my God and my Provider of my soul and my life Jesus I grown up by Your Mercyful Powers and Miracles today I'm alive becouse of You my God so how can any one say I'm change in believing in You Now I dint see the pancks of sufferings before I can't get a manfrom heyer but Accordind to me it's was not my Will but Your Will Father all first of all I never knew so manythings about Believers prayers and costom Theyer training looks like a traying for the Priest or for the Nuns but even then Roman Christian training for Priest and Nuns are very diferent ways Father God I'm very surprised how You Hallowed me to enter in this Groups were I never knew how they will welcome me God my God when I was in Sins You had full Authority to do same ways that this people's had done to me in groups I was in m our Roman Christian groups but people's knew about me everything but never they despised me first group of was consecrations of Scapular second legion Mary 3 was our lady of Fatima Wordl vide group 4 was Immaculate Conception y being Consecrated 5 Was of SaCreth Heart of Jesus 6 was Of Precious Blood of Jesus Christ 7 Was ABBa Father Cominity Consecrated and in Charis matic group involving with Rosaries petitions and adorations to the Holy sacramen Exposed with night vigil and Not to say that I had not problems my God when I thing I can't undastand how I manage but in my needs I was used by many mans just for my needs sake I use to cry but no one to support me I use to fill all alone only my God knows if one person Deniye me to help sadently a women will stand to help me there was many who house ask me how I manage becouse my salary was wery little. Only one thing I never left my God I was comitthing Sins I use to go for Holy Sacrifice of mass most of the time I dint had money for cup of tea I willtalk to my God in silent after when I come out from the church some one orather will say come let have breakfast becouse hotel was closer to the church people's use to talk about my behaviour but still they use to helpme even I use to drink but one day I went for counseling during the retreat I Got a person who was a military officer as sooni satdown near him he started to telme about my drings I was surprise and he told me about his history about the drings and manythings he told me about myself that was my last day to stop drings but one single day just becouse of my responsibilities I never had a change to be at home those daysni was cryingbadn asking God when the day will come for me to be at home solow but stil I was up and down till this breakdown started my God from that day for not having exercise of walking my ledg and knees become week somuch I coud not stand up by myself till doctor told my family she must go for operations of knees wich was quite very costly I knew about my family action I said no my God will heal me only we started home medicine and slowly I coud stand up but now I'm completely but lond way I can't unless if some one is with me and if I go fear comes on me and I get very TYRED but God is Great in my life I God solid punch specialy the Worsth hurts i God from this Group But God bless you And God Forgiveyou alli too forgive by never again to remember only I ask God becouse God knows the intension of you people's of not accepting me and I believe in God God will accept your wish I'm just Waything for God's Will Power over my Situasion Amen Good znigth 🙏🙏
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Wisdom Of The Bible
You are never alone❤️ - Here is my word today https://youtu.be/fwltztE9Omg
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