Do you ever wonder if the greatest you could be is already a past version of yourself?
I've been good all weekend, and didn't check numbers. But, I finally did tonight, and it led to me looking back a few years. In 2024, a *low* view day was 10,000. This year, the *average* is maybe 5,000. I'm not sad about it, I love what I'm producing, but there is some anxiety to it; is my greatest success already behind me, before all this was even sustainable as a job? Could I have done something different, or was it all out of my hands?
(Don't worry, this is more of a calm wonder with some undertones of worried about the future than any sort of depression. I do have a few non-anime videos coming up though, so not having something guaranteed to raise the numbers for a couple weeks feels... well, worrying)
ProfessorViral
Do you ever wonder if the greatest you could be is already a past version of yourself?
I've been good all weekend, and didn't check numbers. But, I finally did tonight, and it led to me looking back a few years. In 2024, a *low* view day was 10,000. This year, the *average* is maybe 5,000. I'm not sad about it, I love what I'm producing, but there is some anxiety to it; is my greatest success already behind me, before all this was even sustainable as a job? Could I have done something different, or was it all out of my hands?
(Don't worry, this is more of a calm wonder with some undertones of worried about the future than any sort of depression. I do have a few non-anime videos coming up though, so not having something guaranteed to raise the numbers for a couple weeks feels... well, worrying)
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