Shivai Miraculous

😭😭😭

Hi I know from long time I am not so active With all you in yt cause I am in a big suffocation

The person I love had passed in a road accident few days before

The total story is so painful, so I am not sharing it with you

Just know that I am in so depression, anxiety, sad, shocked at the condition, cursing my life,

cursing the driver who made the accident with her car, which driving by a driver and she was sitting Back

I am so sad and and feeling very bad, that I am not getting strength of doing anything

She died, and I survived to keep dying everyday

I never ever imagined something will really happen like that with me

Pray to God
that she may

Rest In Peace

and moan for a while for her 😭😭😭

I was going restless and dont know what to do
I am suffering every night untill I caught sleep, thinking another day passed With out her, she no more with whom I will chat Before sleep


Hope some of you remember that few weeks before I said I was in frustration and wanted to die, this was the cause

till today I was in The same shock and couldn't come out, so I did t share anything but now I suddenly remembered my ut family


so I wrote to you All

may her soul rest in peace

I even couldn't get the chance to talk with her in the last moment 😔😔😭😭🥺

There is more to share with you all
but my heart is full now with tears and pain and something beating me inside that I cant share the pain anymore

so layer when I will able to make a comeback from the suffering which I know I will never and aslo I never want to do too, I will write the other details 😭😭😭

oray to god for her, and aslo the life you and your family and you love ones have

nothing and no one is guaranteed in the world


I know not more Then few of you gonna know the suffering story of my,


Still a big thanks to you all and all who exist, may god never fell you in such horrible painful situation 😭😭😭


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this is the cause I am not replying to you comments or looking your yt shorts or anything else
back se I am not in yt and not so touch with my phone and Everything which remind me of her
,
so sorry to all of you fro that

and bye I will be not here again for long, so I am not gonna check what you guys comment me
so if I dont reply Please dont think that I am rude Please Please Please 🙏🙏🙏🥺

and a humble request that share it to all you can
so they may pray for her soul so she can rest in peace 😭😭😭😔🥺😭😫😭💐


bye dear friends 🆗😔🙏😭

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