overthinking every action i take and every word that comes out of my mouth until i've become frozen and have gone mute;
feeling like my words don't matter but secretly hoping they do and then not wanting them to anymore;
i want to feel comfortable in my own skin but until then i'll remain just outside of your radar
would you believe i've deleted and written these same thoughts over and over again in my head before getting them down in a precise manner like this?
please be more kind to yourself in the new year. i say that not only to the person reading this but also to myself. in an effort to grow in the new year, i'll come back to posting videos on here. see you in the new year everyone :)
p.s. - i have a new instagram (@/_ofurradar) dedicated to this new journey. please follow me there if you want to follow along! i'll be posting new music under this name too.
joour
jUST oUTSIDE oF YOuR rADAR...
being embarrassed about feeling seen;
overthinking every action i take and every word that comes out of my mouth until i've become frozen and have gone mute;
feeling like my words don't matter but secretly hoping they do and then not wanting them to anymore;
i want to feel comfortable in my own skin but until then i'll remain just outside of your radar
would you believe i've deleted and written these same thoughts over and over again in my head before getting them down in a precise manner like this?
please be more kind to yourself in the new year. i say that not only to the person reading this but also to myself. in an effort to grow in the new year, i'll come back to posting videos on here. see you in the new year everyone :)
p.s. - i have a new instagram (@/_ofurradar) dedicated to this new journey. please follow me there if you want to follow along! i'll be posting new music under this name too.
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