I am leaving I don't have time. I dont feel I have a proper bestie on yt who really thinks me as a first priority (except @your_moonixx she loves me😭). I am everyone's second option and i bitterly just accept that. My grades are dropping. I can't see my parents smiling, thinking that I am studying,while I am lying to their face. I can't focus. My mother, she got a new job,she doesn't have time for me, I am just all alone,with only the support of my SCHOOL besties. They are the one who make me feel special. But on yt,I feel disappeared. All the others cheer for their besties,but for me,even if I mention,they don't even care
And kindly pls don't say*I love u* blah blah,I know how many of u cared,many a times don't mentioning me,still I reply. There are only a few(actually 1 or 2) who actually cared. Reply,think about me.
My views have decreased,my subs have decreased and bcz of that stress, I can't focus-
And @your_moonixx pls don't talk about this in school,If ur reading this. I don't want any awkward questions because I will break- Whatever is happening
Even if I decide to come back,i would make a new account,with 0 subbies and no support of you,starting from scratch
Blinkbliss•_•
Hey everyone
So I am giving a final decision
I am leaving
I don't have time. I dont feel I have a proper bestie on yt who really thinks me as a first priority (except @your_moonixx she loves me😭). I am everyone's second option and i bitterly just accept that. My grades are dropping. I can't see my parents smiling, thinking that I am studying,while I am lying to their face. I can't focus. My mother, she got a new job,she doesn't have time for me, I am just all alone,with only the support of my SCHOOL besties. They are the one who make me feel special. But on yt,I feel disappeared. All the others cheer for their besties,but for me,even if I mention,they don't even care
And kindly pls don't say*I love u* blah blah,I know how many of u cared,many a times don't mentioning me,still I reply. There are only a few(actually 1 or 2) who actually cared. Reply,think about me.
My views have decreased,my subs have decreased and bcz of that stress, I can't focus-
And @your_moonixx pls don't talk about this in school,If ur reading this. I don't want any awkward questions because I will break-
Whatever is happening
Even if I decide to come back,i would make a new account,with 0 subbies and no support of you,starting from scratch
@Blinkbliss681
5 days ago | [YT] | 255