Bellua ASMR

Heyo, it's been a hot second. I know, and I'm so sorry. I forget that not everyone is in the Discord and I should make use of this feature to give updates!! So, I'm going to do that!!

First, yes I am still alive!! I'm still here and still wanting to record and make content!! The issue, and leading into my second thing, is that 10 days after my PC was built, it died in the middle of streaming back in February. Unpog. We did some crowd funding to try and get it taken into a repair place... and then my sister's laptop died.

Now, my PC dying shouldn't have been enough to stop my recording energy right in its tracks, but when my sister's laptop died I loaned her my work laptop in the meantime. Which means I've had nothing to record WITH for months. And it's sucked. A lot. I miss recording. I miss being able to make audios for everyone, it's something I enjoy so much and have such a passion for. I was getting into the swing of things with ASMR streams. There was ideas and collabs I wanted to do but have had to give up on since I had no feasible way to do anything.

And honestly, part of me just didn't want to make an update here. I'm ashamed. It feels like every time I make a community post it's because something bad has happened or has gone wrong. And I don't want to be a Debbie Downer, always spinning my lil sob stories about why I haven't been posting. I just wanna make Mafia Wife audios lmao...

But we should hopefully be getting back to normalcy soon? Maybe? Hopefully? I had a funding goal set to help cover replacing my sister's laptop so I can have mine back, and it's been met!! So, unless something else decides to explode on me, I should be able to replace that soon and can use my work laptop again!!

So, yeah... that's where I've been. I've been watching us creep closer and closer to 40k here without the ability to celebrate with you guys or do anything special about it. Kinda wish I had an audio interface to use my 3Dio, then I really could do something special lmao

The goal has been met, but if you would like to contribute to give us a little wiggle room, it would be greatly appreciated!! However there's no obligation, and I wouldn't blame people for being skeptical about supporting me with how inconsistent my content has been. I hope I'll be able to earn back some of the lost faith I've garnered from my community. When I can record, I will try to be better. I promise.

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