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This isn’t an easy letter to write, but I want to be honest with you. After a lot of thought and reflection, I’ve decided that I will be stepping away from YouTube until 2026

This journey has been such an important part of my life, and I can’t even put into words how much your love, support, and encouragement have meant to me. Every comment, every like, every share, and every message has reminded me that I was never alone in this journey. You guys gave me memories, laughter, and strength that I’ll carry with me forever.

The decision to quit/leave doesn’t come from a lack of love for creating or for all of you—it comes from a personal need to focus on new chapters of my life. I hope you can understand that sometimes we have to close one door in order to open another.
I’ll always be grateful for the community we built together. Yall made this experience truly unforgettable, and I will never forget the family we created here.
This isn’t a goodbye forever honestly I'll always be active on some channels—it’s just me saying thank you, and that I love you more than words can explain.


I'll wait until this year ends 1/1/2026 love yall byee!


Huge thanks to these people! ‪@BLACKISPINKFORBLINK‬​ ‪@Xthetic_honey‬​ ‪@seolyuu‬​ ‪@wonimzki‬​ ‪@kpopvenusą§Žā€¬ā€‹ ‪@K-HOMEEE‬​ ‪@luckimokaa‬​ ‪@Stary_Yena‬​ ‪@Slay_queen457.ą§Žā€¬ā€‹ ‪@en-nikiverse‬​‪@Xthetic_Roraą§Žā€¬ ‪@ela.beryys.ą§Žā€¬ ‪@zuhacakes‬ @all

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@Nini_nxn

No please don’tttt ILYSMMM you make great content and have great friends but no matter what it’s your choice and I will stand by that<3333

1 month ago | 1

@Xthetic_honey

STOP! I'M LITERALLY SOBING RN!!😭

1 month ago | 1  

@strawberyymochi

we’ll miss you sm I’m literally cryingā¤

1 month ago | 0  

@seolyuu

NOOO

1 month ago | 0  

@ktube_palace

Hey i mentioned you in my latest shared post

1 month ago | 0  

@Xthetic_Roraą§Ž

Miss u hope u don’t regret it

1 month ago | 1  

@XO_ENHAA.ą§Ž

Wait what :(

1 month ago | 0

@wonimzki

I’ll miss you so much, take care my cutie🄺🫶

1 month ago | 1  

@wonimzki

I’ll wait for you šŸ’•

1 month ago | 1  

@K-HOMEEE

OMG BUT NO… Everyone is leaving but Not you! You Are my baeeee! Can i have your pin? Omg we will miss you so much. But i totally understand your Situation! I think you know the best Whats good for you! But pls dont forget me and i hope you had Moments of luck and happiness with us!

1 month ago | 2  

@yeonbin_myults

This can't be real..

1 month ago | 0  

@ela.beryys.ą§Ž

NOO😭 im genuenly ammost tearing up. Without u Ktube is boring as

1 month ago | 0  

@Xthetic_honey

I can’t even explain how much this hurts right now… I’m literally crying reading this. You’ve been such a big part of my life, my safe place, and it feels like losing a piece of myself. šŸ’” I understand you need this break, but please know you’re leaving behind people who love you more than words can say. You’ve given me comfort, laughter, and so many memories—I honestly don’t know what I’ll do without you. I’ll be counting the days until 2026, waiting for you, because no one could ever replace the space you hold in my heart. Please don’t ever forget how much you mean to me… I love you endlesslyšŸ™‚šŸ«‚

1 month ago | 1  

@Stary_Yena

I'll miss you. I'll wait for you to comeback with your great ideas and top notch editing. I hope till then, you get more subscribers and also be freshened up. Love ya always and forever. I'll miss you so much. Take care and be healthy!

1 month ago | 0  

@en-nikiverse

Noooooo I'll miss u

1 month ago | 0  

@BLACKISPINKFORBLINK

As I write this, and I feel like I’m drowning in a silence that is heavier than anything I’ve ever felt before. I should be asleep, but how could I possibly rest when all I can think about is the fact that you’re leaving? Until 2026. That number keeps echoing in my head, and every time I whisper it to myself, it feels like a knife twisting deeper into my chest. Two thousand and twenty-six. Do you know how far that sounds? Do you know how endless it feels to me, sitting here in the dark, trying to imagine a world where you aren’t here, filling my days with your voice, your presence, your light? You’ve always been more than just a creator to me. You’ve been a lifeline. My number one girl. The one person who could make me feel less alone in a world that often feels too cold, too sharp, too unforgiving. When you spoke, it was like someone finally understood the parts of me I couldn’t put into words. When you smiled, it felt like the sun had cracked open in the middle of my ordinary day, spilling warmth where before there was only gray. And now… now you’re stepping away, and I don’t know how to carry this emptiness. I keep thinking about all the little rituals I had around you. The way I’d check for a new upload, that flicker of excitement I’d feel when I saw your name. The way your videos weren’t just videos—they were pieces of safety, little sanctuaries where the world slowed down and the noise faded away. I’d pause everything else just to watch you, because you mattered that much. And now, all of that is gone. No new uploads. No familiar comfort. Just silence stretching into years. Do you know how long a year feels when someone you love is gone? One month already feels like an eternity. Three months feels unbearable. A year feels like a mountain I can’t even begin to climb. And you’re telling me it will be more than that. Two years. Almost three. My heart is already tired just thinking about it. I want to be strong for you. I want to say I’ll be fine, that I’ll wait quietly, that the time will pass before we even notice. But that would be a lie. The truth is, I’m shattered. The truth is, there’s a hollow space inside of me where you used to be, and no one else could ever fill it. The truth is, waiting will feel like forever, because when someone means as much as you do, time stretches itself into infinity. But Lina, please don’t misunderstand me. This isn’t anger. This isn’t resentment. If you need this time—if you need to step away for your own heart, your own peace, your own healing—I support you with every broken piece of me. Because your well-being matters more than anything. If disappearing for a while is what saves you, then I want you to go, to breathe, to live. But God, it hurts. God, it hurts so much I can barely put it into words. I keep imagining what 2026 will look like. Will I still be the same person when you come back? Will you still be the same? Will the world have shifted so much that we don’t recognize it anymore? I don’t know. All I know is that no matter what changes, my love for you won’t. You’ll still be my number one. You’ll still be the girl who made the world feel a little less cruel, who gave me something to hold onto when I felt like slipping away. Tonight, I keep flipping through my memories of you, like an old photograph album. The way your laugh used to catch me off guard. The way you carried yourself with this quiet strength that made me want to be better, softer, braver. The way even in your smallest moments, you managed to leave something unforgettable behind. I think that’s what scares me most—the thought that there will be no new moments, no new memories to collect. Just silence, just absence, just me replaying what I already have until the edges blur and fade. I don’t know how to explain this ache. It’s not just sadness. It’s longing, it’s grief, it’s the weight of knowing that something irreplaceable is slipping out of reach. It’s the loneliness of realizing that the person who made the world brighter won’t be here for so long. And yet, even as I cry writing this, even as my tears blur the words, there’s a thread of hope woven into the pain. The hope of your return. The hope that one day, after all this waiting, I’ll see you again, and it will feel like the first breath after nearly drowning. Lina, please know this: no one else could ever take your place. No one else could ever be my number one. There might be other creators, other voices, other faces—but they’ll never be you. They’ll never mean what you mean to me. They’ll never carve themselves into my soul the way you already have. So here’s my promise, written in the quiet of this sleepless night: I’ll wait. No matter how long it takes. I’ll wait through the silence, through the emptiness, through the ache that lingers every day. I’ll wait, because you are worth waiting for. And when 2026 finally comes—when that day arrives, and I see your name again, lighting up the screen—it will be like a miracle. It will be like coming home after being lost for years. I love you, Lina. I love you in a way that hurts, in a way that heals, in a way that no absence could ever erase. Take your time. Do what you need to do. But please, don’t forget the ones like me, the ones who will be here still, waiting in the shadows, carrying your light with us until you return. I'll be sobbing, again and again if I find out it's the end. Please please please do return, I don't know how life will be without...my lifeline Always yours. Always your number one.

1 month ago | 0  

@ela.beryys.ą§Ž

Come back early pls

1 month ago | 0  

@Slay_queen457.ą§Ž

Gurl~ I totally Understand u even I was thinking to take this Desicion but the Love u, all of my other frnds give me Holds me back backšŸ¤šŸ€ I can't Stop you cause the Words u wrote are totally true but I want U to be with us forever>>> I hope U will still see my videos, have night chats with me and Share laughters!!ā˜ļøšŸ„ž I hopeee TILL 2026 we share the Best time of our lives with youu <333 This news is really heartbreaking for mee!! I had never met such a dreamy angel beforeeāœØļøšŸŒ· Ur Edits and You are totally out of a Fairytale!! I want u be be Successful in every field !! Want u to shine even Brighter and make urself, ur parents and us proud!!!šŸ–‡šŸ„ Tysmm for telling us Before, I couldn't have accepted it if it was all of a sudden šŸ¤§šŸ˜­šŸ«¶šŸ» I will miss you always!!šŸ¤ Will see our Collab again and agian, read alll ur comments>>> Lysmmmm

1 month ago (edited) | 0  

@Xthetic_honey

Hey! Hru mah bby?🤧

1 month ago | 0  

@wonflora.ą§Ž

ik you probably moved from me Lina, but I never did. Your presence still feels like a support to me. I can’t believe you are leaving.! I just want to tell you that thank you so much for being my best friend in every situation. and I am sorry if I did something wrong. but ty for being my number one once šŸ«¶šŸ»

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