Hi! I'm not usually this transparent (this isn't easy to do), but I feel like it's important to share this to not keep you all in the dark: I'm honestly struggling.
I've been battling my mental health on and off since I was a kid, things are manageable a lot of the time but there's also times when they're not, and times when they're really not. But I bring this up now because I got hurt badly a few months ago, and everything else that I seemed to have been stuffing down has came right back up - with some unfortunate additions to it all as the months passed. It's been genuinely rough recently, a lot has happened, a lot has been felt, and so I've been spending my time trying to focus on my friends, family, and getting myself back on a somewhat stable track.
This is why uploads have slowed down more and more recently. I had a lot of plans for this year but literally everything got changed, I started failing my backup plans and knew I coudn't keep doing so. This leads me to here, my final plan: I'm only gonna have 2 more videos for 2025 - the 2nd movie final trailer and full film breakdown. Although that doesn't mean I'm not working, don't worry, as I've instead dedicated my past few months (+ the next, well, 15) to 2026. You may be disappointed to hear THIS year isn't ending with a bang, but I promise you: 2026 will be the culmination of every piece of content I've ever created (and ever wanted to create). It will be huge, but more on that later.
EITHERWAY that's what I need to and should've said a while ago, but better late than never. Also it would be wrong not to publicly shout out my group of friends that I love more than life itself, my family, my fellow content creators (especially the theorist circle) that I also consider friends, and of course my audience. I hope you're all doing well, sorry for the wall of text, and I appreciate all of your patience and support more than I could ever express.
Hyper Droid
Hi! I'm not usually this transparent (this isn't easy to do), but I feel like it's important to share this to not keep you all in the dark: I'm honestly struggling.
I've been battling my mental health on and off since I was a kid, things are manageable a lot of the time but there's also times when they're not, and times when they're really not. But I bring this up now because I got hurt badly a few months ago, and everything else that I seemed to have been stuffing down has came right back up - with some unfortunate additions to it all as the months passed. It's been genuinely rough recently, a lot has happened, a lot has been felt, and so I've been spending my time trying to focus on my friends, family, and getting myself back on a somewhat stable track.
This is why uploads have slowed down more and more recently. I had a lot of plans for this year but literally everything got changed, I started failing my backup plans and knew I coudn't keep doing so. This leads me to here, my final plan: I'm only gonna have 2 more videos for 2025 - the 2nd movie final trailer and full film breakdown. Although that doesn't mean I'm not working, don't worry, as I've instead dedicated my past few months (+ the next, well, 15) to 2026. You may be disappointed to hear THIS year isn't ending with a bang, but I promise you: 2026 will be the culmination of every piece of content I've ever created (and ever wanted to create). It will be huge, but more on that later.
EITHERWAY that's what I need to and should've said a while ago, but better late than never. Also it would be wrong not to publicly shout out my group of friends that I love more than life itself, my family, my fellow content creators (especially the theorist circle) that I also consider friends, and of course my audience. I hope you're all doing well, sorry for the wall of text, and I appreciate all of your patience and support more than I could ever express.
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